你脸上的笑容象征我的幸福；

CTS&results

2009-07-13T14:00:00.000+08:00

cts are finally over with my constant crazing over 2PM
i love JAEBEOM
haha
i will change that donghae picture later to my darling Jaybaby!
haha
anyways got the cts results back today and it was okay, acceptable cos i was busying droolling over 2PM even during the CTS period!

haha,
ABBCC
okay lah, not that great but not that bad either

OKAY! target setting for PRELIMS!
AAABB
haha

HWAITING!
and what time is it now?
2PM!

-NIL-

2009-05-24T18:16:00.002+08:00

有些东西放不下，就不要放下。
有些事情想不开，就不要去想。
就让一切顺其自然
就让我沉静在这尴尬的沉默中，体验沉默的中德尴尬

its four days to GP and yujia is scared
hope 6c12 can score as a class! love 6c12 loads
and hope everyone goes for the 6.12 celebration for 6c12's birthday!!!!!

时间让人慢慢体会：其实，越爱笑的人，越爱假装坚强

2009-05-10T21:06:00.002+08:00

最近看了一部叫“赤い糸”的日剧
情节SOSO，没什么想特别的

故事中说着红线的故事
红线牵连着两个恋人
但这个红线与我们想象中月老为我们牵上的不同
这个红线是命中注定的

虽然故事不同
但是意义是一样的
虽然语言不同,文化不同
但我们渴望爱情的心情是一样的吧

所以不管你走到世界的那一个角落都有像红线一样的爱情故事
因为我们都在渴望爱情期待被爱

ps. the guy in akaiito looks weird, wonder why i watched it in the first place?! though from far he looks alright ba?!! hmm

anyways, i think the jap guy that i took photo with look like that L guy?! o.O

ohohoh, and i havent got the photo yet from hmm ashley??

REMINDER TO SELF: GONNA GET IT ON TUESDAY, I PROBABLY LOOK HORRIFYING?!!! grrrrrr

2009-05-10T21:04:00.002+08:00

如果你的恋爱中出现了两个人，
一个是你爱的人，另一个是爱你的人；
你会选择哪一个？

男人会选择他爱的人，
但女人则会选择爱她的人。

男人会选择他爱的人，因为他只能全心全意地为他爱的人付出一辈子
他不可能对他不爱的人付出一生
所以，男人会选择他爱人的
与他爱的人共度一生

但女人却会选择爱她的人，因为只有爱她的人才会为她全心全意地付出
她不可能为他爱的人付出一辈子的等待，更不可能为他付出宝贵的青春
所以，女人会选择爱她的人
所以女人是自私的吧？

但女人是应该自私的

因为当女人的青春不在了，
女人就一无所有了。
到那时，她只有爱她的男人的肩膀可以依靠。
她爱，却不爱她的男人并不会因为她对他的付出而呵护她一辈子
但爱她的男人会不图回报的永远爱惜她，保护她

当女人选择她爱的人，可以给得到一时的甜蜜
但当女人人老珠黄时，她就会明白
爱她的人，才是最值得托付终生的人

不是吗？

ps I HATE PEOPLE WHO BA4 ZHAN4 LIBRARY SEATS AND DONT LET OTHERS SEAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

买鞋

2009-05-06T00:31:00.002+08:00

我喜欢买鞋
因为有人说一双美丽的鞋可以带你走向幸福
所以我不断的买鞋
一双双漂亮美丽的鞋

有凉鞋，高跟鞋，平底鞋，靴子
各式各样的鞋

在寻找幸福的路途中，
我的一双双鞋带我走过世界的各个角落

而当我发现那里并不是我的幸福时
我又继续不断地买鞋，不停地寻找下一个幸福的方向

我走过巴黎铁塔
在那美丽的城市，我买了一双属于灰姑娘的玻璃鞋
那双玻璃鞋并不适合我
穿着本就不合脚
但我坚持要占为己有
因为我认为那就是能带我走向幸福的鞋
我就这样穿着那双玻璃鞋走遍整个城市，割的双脚遍体鳞伤
而最后我还是把玻璃鞋还给了灰姑娘
因为那双鞋带来的幸福时属于她的
而我就像继母一样妄想要剥夺属于他人的幸福

我走过东京的樱花节
在那浪漫的街道旁，我买了一双艺妓穿的盆底鞋
那双盆底鞋形状太奇特
穿着不到几步就会跌到
但我坚持要试一试
因为我认为越艰苦的过程会带来约甜蜜的收获
我就这样穿的那盆底鞋，一步一拐的走遍了整个城市
而最后我还是忍痛脱下了那盆底鞋
因为那双鞋带来的幸福太艰苦
而我就像一个害怕打针的小孩，不愿忍受一丁点苦楚

我穿着那一双双美丽的鞋子
穿过世界每一条大街小巷
寻找着我渴望的幸福
但，我未能找到

我带着沮丧的心
带着我那早已厌倦了，疲惫了的鞋子
回到了家乡

到了家乡，第一件事便是脱鞋
光着赤脚走天下
在脱下那漂亮的一双双鞋的那一霎那
我的双脚得到了解脱
而我的心同样也解脱了
我的脚不再穿上那束缚着我的自由的鞋子
我的心不再被那遥远的幸福创景迷惑

原来，脚下那细沙泥土的感觉才使我在寻找的幸福的感觉呀。
原来，我要的幸福就在我的脚下。

this is the result of a h3 cll lesson
i am trying damn hard to write out something that is shu qing?!!
hope this counts?
urghhh

i hate 创作！

anyways today i took photo with the JAP guy le
although it is damn embarrassing
like urmm,
shit//
i shall not recall the horrifying experience
;(

but at least i got a photo with him?! HAHA
!

SUPER LOL

2009-01-18T15:59:00.002+08:00

You are not permitted to kill a woman who has wronged you, but nothing forbids you to reflect that she is growing older every minute. You are avenged 1440 times a day.
Ambrose Bierce

ohh, found this at the GP forum thing
this is so super LOL
obviously this gentleman here hates women?!

wonder how do women avenge men?
hmm.

You are not permitted to kill a man who has wronged you, but nothing forbids you to reflect that his sex appeal is declining every second. You are avenged 86400 times a day.
Yujia

haha

yujia is BACK

2009-01-18T15:55:00.003+08:00

HAHA.
looong loong time no update le
cos i am busy and stuff,
will try to update daily now muahaha

anyways,
DHSSH ORIENTATION TOTALLY ROCKED.
hmm, i will post the pictures on photobucket soon i guess
so you guys just wait and see yar

and hmm, the details for orientation..
err, i am a bit too lzay for that now, so catch up late lah
i will find time to blog one,
maybe after i finish watching my 霹雳MIT
haha

yupp yupp, thats all for now, till after i finish catching up with all my MFBBTs and my other shows
haha

BBT loves TAMIL?

2008-11-08T20:16:00.002+08:00

arrggghhhh

there is "KILLER, KILLER, KILLER"in bangbangtang

OMG

tamil is hito in taiwan too!!

if you dont know what is KILLER KILLER KILLER

click here to CHECK IT OUT http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TtJRNyPK-lc

haha

losta horror movies all at once is not good for health

2008-10-29T21:01:00.002+08:00

i've been watching loads of horror movies nowadays whether intentionally or not
to list some:
i have watch COFFIN
- its a nice show in general. the storyline and the plot are nice and just the bit of lovey dovey to allow me to finish watching the movie. shall not talk about the plot here so PEEPS GO ENJOY THE MOVIE YOURSELF! i would say it is worth 6 bucks but i suggest you dont spend your 10 or 11 bucks on this if you really want a scare! this wont give you what you want. The ghost here bascially have the human form and its just bloodier. and the ghosts are the same thoroughout and you can make out its human form so i guess it cant provide the SCARY ELEMENT. but it still can scare scaredy cats like me and thuiwen lah. haha
~ on the whole, failed as a GHOST MOVIE but GREAT PLOT and GREAT STORYLINE, although a bit messy at times :))

THEN i totally regret watching Ghost Game!
-its this thai movie that is totally HORROR and totally GORE
i've decided to watched it at home in BROAD daylight but i am still damn freaked out
i shouldnt have watched it in the very first place. i wonder why i did?!
i shall not touch on the story cos it scares me and i am typing ALONE in my room at NIGHT!
yups, i have told JOLAI amd NICOLE about the plot you can go ask them if you are interested as i dont feel comfortable recounting the whole movie experience again.
~ on the whole, no THANK YOU, i wont watch this ever again, AND IF YOU NEED A SCARE THIS IS THE BEST MOVIE TO CATCH AT HOME, IN SCHOOL, ANYWHERE EVERYWHERE!!!

then i watched DA ZHI LAO
-the ANDY LAU become muscle man one lah!
i thought it was a lovey dovey show so i decided to use it to counter the after effects of the above two movies
BUT IN THE END, its is SCCAAARRRYYY too!
SHIT LAH, freak me out.
maybe one day when i am less scared i would tell you what is the scary part
but for now, NOTHING FROM YUJIA
if you wanna know, go watch it for yourself
GO
~on the whole, okay ba, but quite an intelligent movie NEED TO THINK ONE HOR, if you are as dumb as BOBO i suggest you dont go test your brain mass using this movie. plus it kills brain cells too (cos too scary and intelligent: not worth it to further reduce the already ommitable brain mass of BOBO, no BOBO! although you are the mass, note: mass! or maybe volume also can, of ANDY LAU in the show, dont kill yourself using this show.
on another note, maybe you wouldnt be killed cos some other disgusting fish just proved you dont need a brain to survive, you just need the airs and the weight: WELL, you sure have WEIGHT!! )

yupps! then i dumb dumb (but not as dumb as BOBO) go watch HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF PHONEIX somemore
-i shouldnt have watch this cos i have the heart the strength of that fish's muscles or the nature BOBO's flabby arms so NONO, HP&TOP is definitely not on my list after all the above tortures! no i shouldnt try
(plus got UGLY GUYS IN THERE!
i think i jsut proved zhiyings theory of yujia loving any guy with 2 eyes 1 nose 1 mouth wrong.
but on the other hand, was that thing on VOLDERMOT's face a nose?!
maybe not, its just a breathing hole, like you know, that kind of holes on reptiles for them to breathe? so maybe, that yujia theory still holds?! i dont know?!)
BUT I DID
so i got freaked out
~i dont think this movie is scary lah, its just that i watched all the movies (except of the first) on the same day, so the scariness acculumated you knw. HAHA

cos i freaked out
then i think of it at night
then i cant sleep
then i got TOADY EYES (yes jolene, TOADY EYES)
then i...

whatever, the conclusion is that LOSTA HORROR MOVIES ALL AT ONCE IS NOT GOOD FOR HEALTH

_end of report_
regards to BOBO and that DISGUSTING FISH for using their names in my report.

to all those who 关心我 & 梁祝& PW

2008-10-19T22:59:00.004+08:00

hey yo,

to all those who care:
yujia is allright now!

i am not angry at anyone
so dont worry abt anything sia!
the "old" yujia is now back

haha

anyways, i went to watch 梁祝 with mak

all i can say is that the storyline a bit the diao
a bit like romeo and juliet
hmm

the starting was NICE
or at least the starting sentences were
NOTE: SPOILER AHEAD

they basically started off super well
really intrigues me
they say that there was a pair of 金童玉女under 玉皇大帝that fell in love
and 玉皇大帝wanted to punish them so 贬他们下凡to endure 十世的爱恨情仇
so they say the 金童玉女 were once 梁山伯，祝英台，and so other random names that i dont know (BUT i will find out, since they sound so nice and lovey dovey)

and yar, so i was EXPECTING.. well nothing short of the best
but the storyline remain exactly the same like the old 梁祝
but now, it is 场景is not the 书斋anymore but at 逍遥派
so that explains the 武侠part i think

then the story goes on
but many parts of the storyline remains untold
there were a lots of questions in the movie that lies mystery to me
so basically the story is just a blur

a blur that is similar to that of the original 梁祝
with an ending like romeo and juliet

the actors: wu zun and hu ge
were obviously to my liking
although wuzu's 演技a bit 差强人意 but his shuainess remains unchanged
huge is the good-guy-turned-bad here, but still as seh as ever
(one of my main questions lies with why he suddenly become good again, that is not explained)

as for Ah Sa
her voice-over sucks, i would really wanted to hear the real voice instead
either use Canto, or her not-so-accurate Chinese
(i mean wuzun also uses his not-so-accurate Chinese ma, it wouldnt matter what; although another unravelled mystery of how do those two understand each other will arise?!)

on the whole, if you wanna watch eye-candies fighting out for a girl
go on: watch the mixed-up tale of 梁祝and romeo and juliet
but the ending is so obvious that even the ever-emotional yujia and junwen pair never shed a tear.

hmm/
movie review: 3 star out of 5 stars
eye-candy review: 6stars out of 5 stars [cos wuzun and hu ge are so my CUP OF TEA]

HAHA

okok
more serious stuff now
hmm
PW

i understand that pw is a bore and a sore for all of us
but do rmb
pw can bring out the worst in people only if you wish to look at only the worst
pw can also bring about the best in people if only you wish to see the best in people

in cll古文，卢老师taught us a 先秦寓言 about a man losing his 斧头 with the morale of the story being 带着有色的眼镜usually mask our true and fair judgement
if you want to wear the pessimistic 眼镜看待事物，then obviously you will see the bad side of things
however, if you choose to wear the optimistic 眼镜看待事物, then everything will seem brighter
[although the 寓言 is not supposed to be used this way, but it somewhat speaks about the same things, i guess]

anyways, i have seen bad things happening all around in pw
and i must admit personally i could be a cause for it as well
i have seen even the closest friends fall out for pw
but one must also see the tolerance and patience behind all that eventual fall outs

i admit all ppl have flaws
so please do not be so judgemental and critical
accept those around you for who they are okay
just a lil bit of tolerance and patience will go a long way to keep things peaceful and nice

but dont bottle those anger up as well
a face to face talk would be preferred or maybe a small note or letter
bottling things up w/o telling others why wont help
and neither would back-stabbing nr bad-mouthing others

but most importantly, do your part well
this of which i think me myself might have failed in,
but i will aim to do better now for OP
reflect is the way to go

so let us all do our part and end the PW journey peacefully
i too have been angered by PW, but i think the way to solve it is thru negoitation, not confrontation.

let us now all jiayou for the last stretch, one more week only. JYJY

aaahhhh

2008-09-16T21:21:00.003+08:00

yujia is freaked out by EXAMS
yujia hates exams

yujia loves 5c12
to all my 5c12 mates
lets all jy together k.
can jio each other out to mugg
and OVERNIGHT too
lets show everyone that 5c12 can do it!!

<33333333333333333
loves,
yujia

ps, each other rules out the natural cutes, only act cutes aand non cutes allowed

If I were a lil more horizontal and more NATURAL (EDITEED)

2008-09-10T20:50:00.003+08:00

i hate judgement
although personal i am sinful of harsh words and (usually bad) judgement as well
and similiarly, i am and will always be the object of judgement

although my mama says one need not care about what others think about you,
and just need to know that your loved ones are always there for you and stuff;
but thats so not the reality

people are social animals
we need to find acceptance and a place to hold out hearts
and people who are not accepted usually hide out in their own private lil holes
or cover their true self up and hide behind a mask to be accepted
or simply do gross stuff to find acceptance (i am sure you know some ppl, i do knw a few :( )
and more often than not
hurting others, including those who really care (not me!I AM TOO CUTE TO DO THAT), along the way

acceptance of one's true self seems hard in the world now
especially when i am so naturally cute!!! people just dont understand me now
everyday we are looking at false masks that people put on just to gain acceptance
but why

why cant you look into your inner self and find out who you are
why cant your true self be accepted/
my own cute and natural self
people are all different in their own unique way

but in a world of conformity and uniformity
unique is just not the "in" word
what happened to all the avant garde
all the shocking and most raw side of human personality and individuality
like the natural cuteness in me

i want to be accepted
but i am not willing to give up my true self for it
so i guess i have to mixed around with people who understand my natural cuteness and my princessly antics?!

so those who accept me and love me, i shall always love you back
fo those others too bad.
you all are just jealous

and ohh, before i forget, i am NOT LIKE YUJIA
I AM NATURAL

ps. DEDICATED TO LOVELY [(dum)B]OBO

if love makes you sick, i dont want (love)

2008-09-09T17:50:00.004+08:00

yujia is sick

during the most important period near her promos somemore.

i dont like!

anyways updates since i hasnt blogged for so long

hmm

1.teachers day celebration!

i think we totally ROCKED

anyways since everyone has already blogged about it

then i am lazy to type already

typing is bad for a sick girl.

pictures/ please click this: http://photobucket.com/5c12-schoolofrock_2008

and agnes, if you ever get to read this/

I LOVE YOU

2. ICE ICE baby

i found a new love in bbt2

him>ICE

VERY 有特色

会变魔术，BEATBOX

我喜欢！

he is not bad too

EASON

帅气美发师

and i am SO glad that XIAO LE is still in

有钱，会读书=有前（钱）途

oohh, he is cute too i guess

XIAOXIAO(small small)

he is a bit short lah

but short then cute ma

footnote:yujia wants to recover from her illness

AND ohh, i forgot to send ms krishnan the thing again

i shall go send now

GO!

2008-09-01T17:57:00.002+08:00

HOLIDAYS ARE SO NOT HOLIDAYS

its like holidays and i am like so UNFREE to blog
shit the holidays

whatever

yujia hates the hols
but she hates sch more
and most of all, yujia hates HIM!

2008-08-26T19:20:00.003+08:00

yujia feels that she should go more wise
so yujia will start by blogging about something wise.

hmm
I AM WISE!
hmm
thats wise

i think?!

yujia is PISSED

2008-08-20T20:31:00.003+08:00

sometimes i really wonder why there are selfish people on earth

one great example would be my BRO

anyways a classic example of SELFISHNESS

this scene is set in the NTUC near Tanjong Pagar MRT station
yujia:( takes a box of ice cream from the freezer)

brother: you cant take this

yujia: why leh? i like leh

brother: (snatches the ice cream away from yujia and dumps it somewhere ) i cant eat cos i got teeth pain

yujia: so? i can eat what. then i take this then you take something you like lah. you cant eat
(taking another box of icecream from the freezer)

brother: (snatches the ice cream away from yujia and dumps it somewhere AGAIN and giving that freaking disgusting look again) i cant eat means you cant eat

(and GIVES ME THE YOU ARE DAMN STUPID AND WRONG AND I AM SOOO MUCH MORE SUPERIOR look. DAMN HIM)

i so LOVE kids, except irritating and selfish freaks like my brother
and i dont wonder why. seriously
OH MOANNNNs~

and to my freaking brother:
please stop screaming at those athletes and saying they are lousy
NO MATTER HOW LOUSY THEY ARE THEY ARE GODS COMPARED TO YOU YOU FREAKO

freak you
and stop using that fulgy english of yours inapproporiately and crush your stupid ego
i am like older than you and know more than you
so stop pushing that k2 book in front of me and say i bet you dont know this and giving that superior look
what a freak

do this to the outside peeps and see how they treat you
OUTCAST? BEAT YOU UP?
com'on lah
your attitude sucks
how can you actually make friends? OH WHOA

and the most freaking disgusting thing about you is that you are so ego
and you are freaking timid
timid N ego
freak you.

whatever,
i have never beeen so pissed with anyone before
so you better reflect on yourself and think of how bad you are to make me so pissed off.
and
lastly,
you suck.

i am blogging again FINALLY

2008-08-06T23:49:00.002+08:00

well after i received popular feedback from the ppl reading my blog
i decided to BLOG AGAIN
[applause here]

yupps
so hmm
days were borings these days
just mug and sleep and watch show and blah blah blah
the normal routine
so basically i felt that there was nothing to blog about
nothing funny
nothing amusing
= nothing worth blogging
then why blog?

hmm, then i realised blogs can be actually RANDOM and just talk crap
so TADA here i am blogging again

lala, end of grandmother story
hmm,
mental note: things to blog about
1. BMTC and the cute RATIONS guy
2. me growing a brain
3. blogs basically

okai, first on the list is BMTC and the RATIONS guy
actually BMTC is not as fun as i expected
hmm, basically we just walked around and looked at how army life is like
the bunks are good, clean and yar
just beside the fact that in real life the bunks would be really SMELLLYYY
with all the sweat and only powder baths

we saw the bunks, the obstacle course
the rations and camo was the best
the guy explaining the RATIONS was uber cute
he sounded like those promoters with the loud hailer outside supermarkets
keep promoting army food
and yar he is really cute

Hmm, the agnes trick!

ALL THE BELOW MENTIONED ARE MERELY FICTION STORIES MADE FOR DRAMATIC EFFECT

ANY SIMILIARITIES ARE TRULY CONICIDENTIAL

i totally detest the obstacle course guy lah
he keep talking about how they are gonna train the new army recruits to cross this HUGE obstacles and some people fear heights and some people fear balance and blah blah blah
come on lah
no need so arrogant right
if your guys cant complete this obs course
then IT IS YOUR FAULT
cos you didnt do your job well!

and please stop sommenting that you'll need however however much muscles and strength to come for BMTC
please ,
if all the guys are so fit, why would they even need you?!
you'll lose your freaking job
and do i look like i freaking care
and the worse thing is
oh gosh
i cant bring myself to say it
ohhhhhh mmmmyyyy goooooossssshh

long dramatic silence as yujia prepares for her emotional explanation

basically he was just commenting, note the word commenting,
on how the previous Dunmanian (best at chin ups) could only do 10 chin-upswhen the normal JC guys could do 20-30
(obviously FAKE, if a NORMAL jc student could do that, why need you?
whats worse is that the BMTC trainees in camp obviously cant even do one chinup
so why so proud of something your TRAINEES cant do and you can?
as a TRAINER you shld see pride in getting your TRAINEES to perform better than you,
w(here)th does your inidividual achievement stand in your integrity compared to your TRAINESS achievement?!
but thats out of the point sorry
no, that actually is a point
but just another point
hmm, yarrr)

so he carried on wondering if the best in this batch could do better
oh wow
and i dunno whats his name did 15 \under his tremendous pressure/
which i think personally is a good result
and HE GAVE THAT dead fish FACE
WHATEVER MAN ....

come on lah
your muscles are not even toned
my father has better looking muscles than you do!
and who cares if you can do 1000 chinups (not that you can!)
if your muscles dont look good
all the chinups you need to do is just the right amount to attract those pretty babe
no pretty babe in the right mind would stand and look at you do 1000 chinups (if its even possible)
UNDER THE HOT SUN and blah blah blah
she would probably have walked off while you are indulging in self affirmation
whatever

hmm looking solely at the length of this blog post
and the proportions
i think you can guess the impacts on me on both the 2 guys
so hmm
can i say i love the school more than i love shuai guys

hmm I THINK SO

okaies
i am uber tired now
so i shld continue the next 2 points tmr or whenever i feel like it

OKIES.
footnote to agnes, jolai, grace
I BLOGGED

ME! from online tests!

2008-07-27T23:51:00.003+08:00

ALL ABOUT YUJIA
hmmm, is this true??!
got this site from jolai's blog and decided to try some! wonder if is true?

Your Hidden Talent

You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words.
You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel.
People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation.
When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers.

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You

You are intense, powerful, and dramatic.
People respect the things you do...
And they're not sure if they could do them!

You are down to earth and lovable.
A true friend, you're very tolerant and understanding.
In fact, your friends' biggest problem is that they don't like each other!

You love to be in love. You crave romance, whether you're single or not.
You feel lost when you don't feel passion... you need someone to adore.

The Chocolate Oracle

You're Definitely Not a Brainiac

Knock knock! Any brains in there? Seems to be pretty empty.
You have a brain, obviously, but you don't really choose to use it.

Yes, thinking is hard. But being an idiot is harder.
Isn't it about time that you gave your noggin a little exercise?

Read a book, do a puzzle, learn how say a few things in a foreign language.
If you don't use it, you'll lose it. And at the rate you're going, you're going to lose it soon.

Are You a Brainiac?

hmm this looks true?!

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.
People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

whoa! haha!

Your Japanese Name Is...

Misaki Yamashina

What's" your Japanese Name?

Your Elf Name Is...

Baby Snow Bunny

What's" Your Elf Name?

What Yujia Means

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

You Are Chunky Monkey Ice Cream

Truthfully, you're too spazzy to be chunky - you cheeky monkey!

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

Your Birthdate: April 25

Calm and understated, you struggle to express your love with words.
Over time, your partner learns to recognize your passion by the actions you take.
You're good at wooing someone slowly, without them even realizing it!

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 2

You are most compatible with people born on the 7th, 16th, and 25th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

LEARNING FEST AND YOUTH DAY!

2008-07-19T22:14:00.002+08:00

LEARNING FEST and YOUTH DAY!

although this is like super late to blog about this now
but i mean if i wanna blog about new things
i needa update what

so urmm start with LEARNING fest
hmm learning fest
was full of LEARNING?!
haha yupps

the first day is on interview skills
well its was the MBTI person,
i forgot her name BLEAH
and anyways it was fun lah
cos i super uber like her

hahaha
anyways then the interview trials were okays too
although i was supposedly scared
but if you wait as long as i did
i sure confirm plus stamp plus chop you will be bored one
so until me that time
i was not so scared lah

hmm, i think i didnt make a fool out of myself as usual
so GOOD JOB
haha

okays! the end to day 1 of learning fest/

THE NEXT DAY/;
well i missed personal grooming
i feel somewhat glad that i missed it
i mean i was told by more than 1 person
that the horrible bad example was a total replica of me
so i presume that if iwere theere the situation wld be soooo much worse
than just telling me/.

so yupps
then dining thing
SUPER TIRING
but it is a MUST HAVE for taitais
so i TRIED my USPER VERY best to LEARN
well it was hard
esp when i dont really know your partner
I MEAN PLEASE
cuimeng?
i dont mean anything bad
but my dream date is NOTHING close to him
the One WHO SLURPS everything down
and finishes his food before i finish half of mine
and then stares at you eat
I MEAN pleaseeeee

whatever/
i am SSOOOO speechless now

yupps
thats all i can say

then sports day
i mean everybody is blogging about it alr
so being lazy and stuff
and as the CLL homework goes: "人如猪"
i shall just skip it
BLEAH

and oh/ IDEALISE 08
hmmm
GOOD JOB LYON AND DORA
although it didnt turn out that gooddd
but i mean failure give birth to success mah
where got success give birth to failure one
so GOOD JOB
and next time will bw better one
when you organise it next time rmb to call me along
and i will witness the next carnival becoming a HUGE SUCCESSSSSSSSS

yupyup!
thats all about updating:)

Kbox and Herbalife!!

2008-07-01T20:17:00.002+08:00

hmm,
actually i dont think i should blog about it
cos its like super stupid and dumb and whatever words you can use to describe stupidity

but to entertain myself
and all you guys who are reading my blog
and to WARN myself and refrain myself from doing it AGAIN
I SHALL BLOG ABOUT IT

so basically this thing happened at the CFC aar cum retreat
yups
so the campfire comm went to CINELEISURE kbox to sing
it was super fun
we made ADAM and ZHANHUI sing
so sad cheryl and jiamin couldnt come and join us ):

anyways then there was this freebie
ten promises to my dog ezlink sticker
both me and aishu wants the sticker
budden only got one
so OBVIOUSLY both of us fought for it lah
then me and aishu ran barefooted around kbox
and OBVIOUSLY everyone STARED
then aishu LOCKED me out of the room somemore
hmmmphhh..

anyways then sir daniel got another 2 more stickers lah
so FINALLY i got one too
then i was damn happy
HAHA.

thenn i did the most stupid and EMBARASSING
one can do at KBOX

okays, from the corner of my eye i saw a person walk inside this room
and i thought it was sir daniel
so i scareed aishu come and snatch the sticker from me mah
so i ran inside
and cos i duper happy mah
so i jumped on the sofa and started dancing

so i was jumping and dancing on the sofa when
SUDDENLY
i heard an angry "EXCUSE ME!!"
and i looked down
and i saw an unfamiliar facee
looking freaking angry

then i realised!
i entered the wrong roommmm!!!!!
i went into 71 instead of 72
AHHHHHHHH

so damn malu lah
then i just scream SORRY
and ran back to the RIGHT room SCREAMING!!!!!
and the whole CFC was laughing like mad
AT ME

AHHHH.
why sir daniel and aishu din stop me?!!!

ahhhhh
i wonder what those people in 71 think
having a CRAZY LADY BARGING INTO THEIR ROOM
AND START DANCING ON THE SOFA

OMG
ZOMG!
actually i always thought this kind of stupid things wld happen to me
like my life is such a JOKE
so i was always very careful on avoiding this kind of kuku things

AND IN THE END?!
well that proves 是福不是祸,是祸躲不过!
hiax!

anyways to the second part
anyways
i am like eating herbalife
which supposedly was supposed to help me lose weight
this is my first follow up
and so
GUESS WHAT
i slim down le ye~

YAY!!
but not in terms of weight
but in terms of INCHES
muahaha
so that means HERBALIFE helps
AND MR TAN, it really helps!!!
so your xperiement is getting a positive result for now!!
hahas
so duper wuper happy!!!

hahahaha!
yujia is happy now
and DONT CALL ME JIU KONG!
this is the last warning i am giving to all those who insist on calling me that!

yujia looks like???

2008-06-27T01:06:00.002+08:00

anyways i guess all of you know that

yujia is the self proclaimed KOREAN lookalike
so i wont go into all the details of all the people saying i look KOREAN
cos there are too many anyways
if you count three as too many?!!

but anyways,

this week is a horrid week
first there are people commenting on how i look
RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME (see JOLAIS blog)
and now i have a new name attached to me
BESIDES HER!!

like please looking like HER is bad enough

WHAT ELSE can be WORSE!

like NOTHING!

and just when i thought nothing could be WORSE?!

there was one BLINDED soul
by the name of ANDREW Z

that commented that

PRETTY KOREAN LOOKALIKE YUJIA

looks like JIU KONG

just in case you dont know how

jiu kong looks like/

HE looks like this!

AND YUJIA LOOKS LIKE THIS??

good job ANDREW
for making YUJIA lose her last bit of IMAGE she has in her

lets do a good job cheer for ANDREW
G-O-O-D J-O-B, GOOD JOB GOOD JOB!!

OMG
yujia seriously NEEDS
DESPERATELY NEEDS
plastic surgery if she looks like HIM

some kind soul please
PLEASE have the kind heart
to tell yujia

TELL HER
that she doesnt look like THAT!!!
please!!!!!!

期待拥有

2008-06-19T23:34:00.002+08:00

每个人都在期待，
期待爱，期待拥有。
期待温暖，期待保留。
但，命中注定会走的，一定会走
爱会流沙那样
当你紧握时反而越容易溜走。
而当你放他只有漂流时，他又会离你而去；
爱，曲折，离奇，
不可琢磨
但
越神秘的东西，人们越爱去探索。
爱，人；纠缠不清。

anyways, there was this sms that is going around the DUHS circle now
saying that some father got leukemia and needs AB+ platetets.
as a nice person, and a AB+ person
i was freaking glad that i could help
and i desperately tried to call that person, Caili??
and i SMSED everyone i know too
who knows, i might so SAVE A LIFE

BUT

HER PHONE IS CONSTANTLY OFFFFF
SO THAT LEAVES HER UNCONTACTABLE!

well then at first i thought she might be emoing
so i asked if she was okay, blah blah blah
that sounds so STUPID now

well then i went around asking about this thing
cos i thought i could at least help
but there are a lot of people saying that this may be a scam
like you call them then they can get your personal info that kinda shit

BUT there is like NO PROVE

so i thought:

until people prove to me that that is a scam,

i will still try to contact that person!

i mean they already got all the numbers and info that they need le

so it wont hurt

what if that guy really needs help?!!!

i think if it was a scam, it would be so MEAN
like i so sincerely want to help
and they actually make use of this to CHEAT PEOPLE?!
SO MEAN/

i would really be really really really really really really really really upset if it was all a scam
SERIOUSLY
it wld seriously make me question the world out there.
is it really this dark?
/

my blog is dead

2008-06-11T20:54:00.002+08:00

i hereby announce the upcoming death of my blog due to my bust schedule
and just to finish things up i will summarise everything in a short para

OTC camp
is OVER!
OTC campfire
is SUCESSFUL
my cousin visiting singapore
after accompanying her around singapore playing for three days
she is leaving tmr
went SENTOSA with her
ITS FUN! surprisingly
watched KUNGFU PANDA
its funny
went SHOPPING
saw marcus

thats all

please keep yujia occupied

2008-06-03T23:13:00.003+08:00

calling out to everyone
please keep yujia occupied
so she doesnt immerse herself in feelings of guilt
PLEASE

yujia feels so screwed

2008-06-02T22:40:00.002+08:00

things are just crap for me now
i feel so screwed
so many things are happening at once that i dont knw how to solve them one by one

i did so many stupid things that i regret
i understand that i must take responsibilty for my actions
but i dont knw how to take up this kind of responsibility
SERIOUSLY
i knw i shld apologise
i knw i shld pay her back
but what else can i do to solve this shit i made

i understand the consequences of my actions
to my life, her life, her squad, other squads, senior cohort, my corps
but the way i do things is also after deep consideration
i did do things to try to solve the problem
I DID MY UTMOST BEST

i was so freaked out
if not for my squadmates i would have just cried and cried and cried
til my tears sun dry
not that i didnt cry

i was wondering if leaving was the best solution
leaving something i like so much
something so close to my heart
just to make up for this mistake
i thought of it
put my deepest thought in it
i ran through my life without it
maybe a freer life
but with less meaning maybe

i came into it thinking i will last
but now, i am the first to go
such irony

but after much thought
i decided that maybe it was the best solution

now what i need is a person to talk to
a person to share my woes
and to tell me what is the right thing to do
please dont ask me to think for myself
i have no brains
dont ask me to do that
PLEASE

just talk to me
listen to me
tell me what to do now

yujia wants to hide
but she knws she cant escape guilt and responsiblity

so yujia wants redemption
please god, tell her what to do

isnt it funny, that yujia is acting philosophical?

2008-05-24T21:49:00.003+08:00

i was on the bus today when i suddenly decided to go philosophical
so i was thinking about people

isnt it funny that you always have a not so real side of you
for eg, when you are with ppl, you are very crazy
then when you are with strangers you are very quiet
then when you are alone you are very moody??

(not me lah, i whenever also very sef high one)

hmm, so if you are with friends most of the time
then most of the time you are crazy
then is that the real you?
then does that make the moody side not the real you?

or supposedly the real you is the moody you
then are you putting on a mask for most of the time?
isnt it all so fake?

and how do you which is the real you?
how do you judge?

then i realised that everyone has some sort of spilt personality
whe you are with diferent people you behave differently.
then why do people judge others with a real problem of spilt personality?
why do ppl discriminate against them?

life is unfair
in life, majority is the sole winner
only when you follow the majority then you are normal, you are right
even if the majority is wrong
the lives of our people does not lie with the leadership or administration
it lies with the people, the majority

then i realised that all these is going too far
and all the philsophical things are driving me nuts
actually all the philosophical things go around in circles
they all revolve around human nature
the reason people behave in a way is because of human nature

we as homosapiens are supposedly thinking man
however can we really go around human nature?
if we also react according to our human nature
then what difference is there between man and animals
other than we can write books and flaunt our intelligence in means that maority of the humans can understand

then i decided its time to go back to being stupid
cos intelligence and acting knowlegable is tiring
cos you are forever going around in circles
ok, back to the normal yujia

and then,
when i went home after a long day of meeting people and all the hard work
i went back deciding to rest a bit before i start chugging my midnight tran again
so i watched bbt
they chose the second batch of ppl to go form a new boyband
then 小禄，鲔鱼进二军咯！
yay! hahas
they deserve it
but elmo and 虎牙 dint get in
i also like them de lar
budden i wonder why 牙膏 got in
whatever lah
but i gues 小禄will be damn sad cos his best bud din get in
HAIX
so sad

yujias 2 discoveries

2008-05-21T19:21:00.003+08:00

hahas, i realised i have been reading a lot of blogs lately.
budden seldom writing
thats bad,
i shall change that
from now!!
GOOOOO. NOOWWWWW

okok,
yujia is now a changed person
(:
anyways

i made 2 great discoveries today

first the number 18 from andrews team
is from ITE bukit batok and MVP leh
i knew it lah, as in
I KNEW IS MVP LORS
so i say i knw how to judge bbal skills de lors
i not noob de lor
muhaahah.
anyways i can now further conclude:
认真的男人最帅
and thus since 男人and 女人are supposedly equal in the modern world
认真的女人最美！
MUHAHAH
so i must be more ren zhen in the things i do kaes!
hahas. then i can look nice w/o looking at my weight! MUAHAHA
and i shall put on a million pounds and i shall not care!
i think i have convinced myself.
haha(:
great, now i can go finish my half eaten Carls junior burger..

FINE):
i never, i failed terribly
but to be exact
i dun think the 2nd and 3rd statement stands
i think they are too lazy to stand, they prefer sitting down, like me
anyways there are a billion sexists out there who think that girls are forever inferior than guys
what is that man?
ooopps, what is that, women? (sounds wrong)
i rmb grace saying that i will be bullied by my future hubby
i dunno why,
but i wun allow that
so i need to be self reliant and STRROONNNGGG
hmm, YAR
yar yar yar!(:
i shall depend on myself and not rely on ANYONE
GIRLS no, FEMALES, no,LADIES, no IRON LADIES can take care of themselves
(im sorry girls just cant make up their mind)
no need to rely on anyone!
self reliant!
and go prove to those guys that girls care more than just looks (they also care abt their WEIGHT, haha)
go yujia!!
stdy hard and have a nice life ahead of you
you should be responsible for your own actions!
and your own life!
GO YUJIA FIGHTING
ps the last part is serious,
the front part i am just writing weird things

okok, i am digressing):
oh no i am not(:
i think that was my main point, YAR
hmm, yar
ok i guess i somehow convinced myself something i need not convince myself
fine
BUT AT LEAST I CONVINCED MYSELF
hahah

anyways for my next discovery,
super junior got chinese album
they got super junior M
very niceeeee
hahas
korean ppl sing chinese quite good wors
at least dbsk and suju are GOOODDD
hahas, i wanna buy their cd
m-谜
nice name as welll.
i guess i spent too much time on my first discovery
and then tired le dun wan write so much about next discovery

YUJIA IS FALLING BACK INTO HER LOVE FOR SUJU
sapphire blue is the BESTEST best colour
SUJU I LURBE LURBE YOU

eyecandy for you and me

2008-05-20T22:41:00.003+08:00

hmm, very long never blog le
so shld not blog about sad stuff
so hmm, i start with sun k
sunday got audition and aop and recee.
hahas

auditions was fun
looking at the different groups was more fun than ever. hahas
niceeee, beri niceeeeee
hahas, of course lah oscar de performance not bad lah
hurhur <33

then AOP was like soso
need to improve budden ok lah
sir jy and sir william came
i thought will have a lot of seniors one lor
scare me,,
phew!

anyways then recee.
hmm the ambulance ride wasss ERRRR funnn ba
very rocky and loooonnnnngggggg
the 20 year old ambulance was lugging along the way but it survived the loong and rocky journey
going there that time still ok lah
still quite energetic
but the way back i just snoredddd all the way
slept like a pig
the campsite itself looks cool
looks like the malaysia ones that time sec 3level camp
a bit the far away from civilisation liddats
hahas, i staying there for hmm 3 days
jiayou ba
mmuhahaha
should be fun lol
and and and and
got high and low elements I LIKE I LIKE I LIKE
when i say 3 times, you knw what
muahaha, must be so coolllllll
hope we would be doing that ba
(=

after the recee then go home lor
then i think end of story le ba
oh oh oh i knw le
i went back and continue to sleep like a pig cos very tired
hahas

hmm, the next day
was a whole day of ALC planning
ALC is 10 days to go
must jiayou jiayou jiayou
GANBATTTE year 5s!!! we can do it! our best for all
anyways night walky is scary
haha
random comment

hmm, then tue:
hmm went to sch
ms leong not here
the sch day passed like that
hahas, here is the IMPORTANT part

me, ho kok and grace went to watch andrew play bball match
hmm dunno what team is that lah, budden went to watch
haha, it was at singapore basketball something
haha, bball equals shuai ge
hahas, okay lah down there got quite a lot of eye candy
hmm the junior team got a few lah
the andrew side one got a number 7 quite shuai
then the opponent on got two 12s quite cute and a 5 and a 9 quite kawaii as well
muahaha
happy wors
and a few more i dun rmb lah
hmmm
still got still got
the senior team i very zong xin, only like 18
18 18 18 18 very white tt one
haha
GRACE will knw lah

anyways i thought i saw elton
that pri sch classmate there leh
was no 15 on andrews team
the age match lah
budden i not sure cos around 5 years never see le
budden look familiar lah, and he got look at me for like one fifth of a sec lah
thats when i thought he was familiar
i told grace and ho kok then they LAUGH at me
and say what that number XX is their husband
walaoo, its true one lor
and i said look like also never say yes
scarly really is himm lor then i LAUGH hur!

budden besides just looking at eye candy
i also got look at match k
very exciting the skills very good and cool to look at
everything like happen so fast you cant catch lor
really very good
very very good
ohohoh, i should praise andrew too
GOOD JOB TODAY ANDREW! =))

hahas, i can conclude
yujia likes shuai guys who can play bbal
very shuai! nice moves lor!

NICE MATCH!!

UNGLAMM YUJIA

2008-05-09T21:18:00.002+08:00

this week is so full of tiredness and sickness
i just got viral flu from my bro
and i got a fever of 39.3, whooooo
thats 0.4 degrees less than that bro of mine
WHOA
so he beats me even in having a FEVER
whooohoooo

fine,
what a great time to have fever/sickness
now all i do is lie in bed and SLEEPPP
and watch a bit of video here and there
hei she huis singing CMI, even i can sing better than them(oops, but i am not exaggeratinggg)
my mugging lifeeeee is soooo sadddddd
with a running nose, tearing eyes and awfully UNGLAM spects
OMG
my imageeeee??!!!
ohohoh
and a horrifyingly UGLY jacket
an old smelly hello kitty jacket?
yuckks
wonder why mummy found it. DISGUSTING

oh well, at least i am shitting a lot
and eatingggg very lil
cos no appetite.
muahaha
after common test, mugging and sickness
= slim and sexy and cute and demure and shu nv yujiaa
yujia shall reborn after CT and become
Singapores next misss universe

i even prepared my speech after i got the title
here it goes

i would like to thank my mummy for giving birth to such a beautiful me
oohhh~
and maybe a bit of my dad as well for his part of the genes
and no no to my ugly oopps, not ugly, just shrek lookalike brother
i dun mean to be mean my friends
but my brother is worse that ah meng who just ascended to God
anyways, for my birthday wish this year,
i would like to marry a rich guy,
hmm, i am very shy one
so please just call 398152791042 this number
then i give you all my details
or you can go check out my website
www.iamprettyandcuteanddemureandintellignet,isthathowyouspellintellgnet.com
its got all my info
and anyways
i dun mind adding world peace
but god my first wish first...
oh, thats all,
thank you judges for choosing me as Americas next top model
oops, sorry its miss galaxy
and bye everyone

CONCERTO

2008-05-01T23:33:00.002+08:00

today is LABOUR DAY
a nice HOLIDAY
and i decided to go NLB to study

budden it was closed!

how can?!

then me cheryl and samc went to study at the cafe outside NLB
and i studied A LOOOTTT
WHOOHOOO!~
achievement wors

GOOD JOB

anyways then at ard 6.15
JOLAI called and asked me go CS concert with her
cos ZHIYING cant gooo
and JOLAI being extrovert will wither off and die if she goes alonnne
budden i was wearing a childish ELMO TSHIRT, SOME UGLY PANTS AND SLIPPERS
how to go VCH??
i look like going to the beach cans

then JOLAI promised to bring a nice pair of shoes for me
so at least i can go inside the halll.

and i thought damn hardd
and cheryl and samc keep saying that others would STARE AT ME
so i decided to go and buy something presentable
cos it is what : CONCERT ETTIQUTE i dunno how to spellll

anyways so i just grabbed a skirt and chiong to RAFFLES PLACE
then i CHIONG again with JOLAI AND LIBING to VCH
i ran in slippers lah
so tiring
haix budden i reach on time de wors
then i rush to toilet to change into the skirt and the shoes
and surprisingly i looked DECENT!
YAY!!
budden the skirt was damn big and fat lah
like will drop down liddat cans ><

ook, back to concert~
the concert was nicee
all the 相声 was damn funnny
then i realised the difference btwn senior high and junior high
SENIOR HIGH ROCKKS
the senior high modern dance was great!
LYON and DORA and JOANNE were great
then the senior high drama was great tooo
before the drama, i SCREAMMed GO CHEEGUAN damn loud
then very malu cos the whole hall is quiet when and after i scream

i rmb cheryl once commenting : YUJIA, YOU NEVER FAIL TO EMBARASS YOURSELF
hahas, i guess its true ba
but as i said,
if you dun be stupid now, you will have no time to be stupid le
cos after this phase in life
you are entering the society as an adult and if you wanna do smth stupid at that stage
its really STUPPID
so before i enter that phase i better so all the stupid things in life first
or else i will regret ones
hmm, sounds justified?!
YESSS~
HAHAS

ok lah, i took a pic with LYON AND DORA
hmm after i get the pic then i post it ba
hmm i shld go study for CT le
CT in 1.2 weeks
jiayous!!!

OMG

2008-04-30T19:08:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG
common test is in 1.5 weeks time
i need to mugg
i need to come up with a proper revision timetable

hmmm,
okok
so common test i need to study 4 topics
ECONS
HISTORY
CLL
GENERAL PAPER

okok
jiayou jiayou jiayou

blogs

2008-04-28T19:00:00.002+08:00

its time to stop and look back

blogs: blogs are for you to record down your life
and to reflect on it
so now i shall begin recording down my life.
start.

hmm, yesterday went for a 4 man oscar outing
only me huaxin, dexian, and wilson went
we went to watch forbidden kingdom
the show was ok ok lah
except the funhy jackie chan
and the aweeesoome fighting scenes
hmm, maybe should have watched hansel and gretel
the korean horror movie, muahaha
that would so have freaked dexian out. MUAHAHA

and i got something to comment
the seats were awfullll =>> all thanks to DEXIAN!
it was a side seat lah
and we had to tilt out heads throughout the 2 hours

bleah

but the sweet thing is OSCAR bought me birthday present
is a damn cute pigg
and someonee (hmmm,hmmm) said it was a portrait of me
whoa! so i look like a PIG?!! #@$%^&&%

and 28th April
i went out to mugg for CLL cha guan at NLB
then i met this girl who is studying CLL too
and this year she taking all the A levels as private canditate leh
so hardworking, must be like her!!
must study hard and be hardworkinggg

GANBATEEE!

seventeen

2008-04-25T21:23:00.003+08:00

25042008

i now offically turn 17

i think 17 is a nice age

not an adult but an old teenager

hahas

today was the submission for PI

so i spent the last hours of my 16 year old time

and the first few hours of my 17 year old time chionging PI

and studying for CLL test

i like only slept for 40-45 minutes POWER nap lah :(

whoa, great achievement

does that somehow predict my future of non stop mugging

anyways my class people think i am a MUGGER

such a scary word

i guess i am not even close to being a MUGGER

budden haix, they will realise in no time.

T.T

hahas

anyways, today the class celebrated birthday for april babies

so here are my darling april babies

from left: simin, ching hsien, libing, nicole, me, junwen (mak got same bday as me!)
andrew

and we had PIZZZAAA

hahas.

then i went out with mak and paw

hahas, watch hottie and nottie

that nottie is damn disgusting lah

so eeee.. but in the end still very pretty

hahas, cinderella story wors, I LIKE

and i cried at last part, which i thought was quite stupid

hmm, shall reflect!

anyways then i bought this helium balloon, but it flewwwww awayyyyy

so naughty !

hahas, here are some pics of my retarded classmates

ooppps, hope they dun see this >.<

i am doing well, i guess

2008-04-21T21:20:00.002+08:00

well er, hmm.
thats the end of otc
whoa, thats fast
thats the end of 7 sundays with my team OSCAR

hmm, i really no time to blog a lot
so ermm, next time i got time then blog cans

17042008

2008-04-17T19:44:00.003+08:00

hmm, these days very busy
like gonna die liddat

so i guess

i need my dose of love
my dose of kindness
my dose of hug theraphy
someone please save me.

todays econs test was shit
yesterdays history test was shit
all that hard work was shit
now what

okok

back to postitive outlook towards life

always look on the bright side of life?
well, you need to be tall enough to look over the wall
too bad, i not tall enough
so bleah

go and find yourself a nice place and shrivel off
dig a hole and jump in
i will help you look deeper into life

ok, i am not in a good mood so
BLEAH

its ok, life would sort itself out

2008-04-14T20:49:00.002+08:00

i finally realised how the world can really turn on your back
and how the 24 hours never seem enough
and no matter how you sleep you still feel damn tired
and all the tonics dun seem to work

but its ok
life will sort itself out
and it will unroll itself straight out at your face
it takes time
but more inportantly, it take perseverence
and LOVE

i need my hug therapy
i need someone to be my carebear
to love and care and be my sunshine
are you willing to be my carebear?

ENFP

2008-04-12T01:49:00.002+08:00

ENFPs have a tendency to overextend themselves in both their physical and emotional commitments. Their proclivity to procrastinate and to overlook details complicates their circumstances. ENFPs often move on to new ventures without completing those they have already started. Their charming personalities can show signs of irritability and over-sensitivity when their desires to please different people come into conflict. During times of stress, ENFPs feel alienated. They then engage in deceptions that serve to obscure what is occurring within themselves.

The ENFP finds symbolic meanings behind the immediate circumstances. These meanings are construed as foreboding problems when ENFPs are under stress. Having a pervasive feeling of losing control over their own independent identities, ENFPs will feel virtually split apart by intruding circumstances. They will be "besides themselves" and "just not all there" — as if something, or someone, has taken away the essence of who they are. Not feeling like themselves, the ENFP will become subject to their own feelings of shame for being a phony, a fake or an impostor. If stress continues to grow, they may attribute malevolent schemes to others in order to explain away their fears.

The Inspirer
As an ENFP, your primary mode of living is focused externally, where you take things in primarily via your intuition. Your secondary mode is internal, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit in with your personal value system.
ENFPs are warm, enthusiastic people, typically very bright and full of potential. They live in the world of possibilities, and can become very passionate and excited about things. Their enthusiasm lends them the ability to inspire and motivate others, more so than we see in other types. They can talk their way in or out of anything. They love life, seeing it as a special gift, and strive to make the most out of it.
ENFPs have an unusually broad range of skills and talents. They are good at most things which interest them. Project-oriented, they may go through several different careers during their lifetime. To onlookers, the ENFP may seem directionless and without purpose, but ENFPs are actually quite consistent, in that they have a strong sense of values which they live with throughout their lives. Everything that they do must be in line with their values. An ENFP needs to feel that they are living their lives as their true Self, walking in step with what they believe is right. They see meaning in everything, and are on a continuous quest to adapt their lives and values to achieve inner peace. They're constantly aware and somewhat fearful of losing touch with themselves. Since emotional excitement is usually an important part of the ENFP's life, and because they are focused on keeping "centered", the ENFP is usually an intense individual, with highly evolved values.
An ENFP needs to focus on following through with their projects. This can be a problem area for some of these individuals. Unlike other Extraverted types, ENFPs need time alone to center themselves, and make sure they are moving in a direction which is in sync with their values. ENFPs who remain centered will usually be quite successful at their endeavors. Others may fall into the habit of dropping a project when they become excited about a new possibility, and thus they never achieve the great accomplishments which they are capable of achieving.
Most ENFPs have great people skills. They are genuinely warm and interested in people, and place great importance on their inter-personal relationships. ENFPs almost always have a strong need to be liked. Sometimes, especially at a younger age, an ENFP will tend to be "gushy" and insincere, and generally "overdo" in an effort to win acceptance. However, once an ENFP has learned to balance their need to be true to themselves with their need for acceptance, they excel at bringing out the best in others, and are typically well-liked. They have an exceptional ability to intuitively understand a person after a very short period of time, and use their intuition and flexibility to relate to others on their own level.
Because ENFPs live in the world of exciting possibilities, the details of everyday life are seen as trivial drudgery. They place no importance on detailed, maintenance-type tasks, and will frequently remain oblivous to these types of concerns. When they do have to perform these tasks, they do not enjoy themselves. This is a challenging area of life for most ENFPs, and can be frustrating for ENFP's family members.
An ENFP who has "gone wrong" may be quite manipulative - and very good it. The gift of gab which they are blessed with makes it naturally easy for them to get what they want. Most ENFPs will not abuse their abilities, because that would not jive with their value systems.
ENFPs sometimes make serious errors in judgment. They have an amazing ability to intuitively perceive the truth about a person or situation, but when they apply judgment to their perception, they may jump to the wrong conclusions.
ENFPs who have not learned to follow through may have a difficult time remaining happy in marital relationships. Always seeing the possibilities of what could be, they may become bored with what actually is. The strong sense of values will keep many ENFPs dedicated to their relationships. However, ENFPs like a little excitement in their lives, and are best matched with individuals who are comfortable with change and new experiences.
Having an ENFP parent can be a fun-filled experience, but may be stressful at times for children with strong Sensing or Judging tendancies. Such children may see the ENFP parent as inconsistent and difficult to understand, as the children are pulled along in the whirlwind life of the ENFP. Sometimes the ENFP will want to be their child's best friend, and at other times they will play the parental authoritarian. But ENFPs are always consistent in their value systems, which they will impress on their children above all else, along with a basic joy of living.
ENFPs are basically happy people. They may become unhappy when they are confined to strict schedules or mundane tasks. Consequently, ENFPs work best in situations where they have a lot of flexibility, and where they can work with people and ideas. Many go into business for themselves. They have the ability to be quite productive with little supervision, as long as they are excited about what they're doing.
Because they are so alert and sensitive, constantly scanning their environments, ENFPs often suffer from muscle tension. They have a strong need to be independent, and resist being controlled or labelled. They need to maintain control over themselves, but they do not believe in controlling others. Their dislike of dependence and suppression extends to others as well as to themselves.
ENFPs are charming, ingenuous, risk-taking, sensitive, people-oriented individuals with capabilities ranging across a broad spectrum. They have many gifts which they will use to fulfill themselves and those near them, if they are able to remain centered and master the ability of following through.

RANDOM 1+1

2008-04-12T01:39:00.002+08:00

喂！
我的确是喜欢你没错
从国中我就一直这样讲
你应该也觉得烦了吧
可是不管我说多少次的喜欢
那也要你也喜欢我才行呀
不然怎么能叫做“恋爱”
反正我都不知道你想什么
你也一直知道我在单恋你呀！

2008-04-07T22:32:00.002+08:00

锦瑟
作者：李商隐
锦瑟无端五十弦，一弦一柱思华年。
庄生晓梦迷蝴蝶，望帝春心托杜鹃。
沧海月明珠有泪，蓝田日暖玉生烟。
此情可待成追忆，只是当时已枉然。

在唐诗宋词里学的一首格律诗,听老师说有很多不同的理解,
政治啊,论物什么的
但我宁愿它是一首简单的爱情诗
以锦瑟写出爱情的那种凄凉的美.
后来又去老师给的额外资料,
发现了关于锦瑟的一些诗,又恐是在加以分析吧!
先读读看咯~!

读"锦瑟"

锦瑟何须思华年.

李君心事亦悄然.

日长蓝田非我梦.

月哭沧海他因缘.

佛为有情空宇宙.

仙总无语笑云烟.

烂漫清歌岂有悔.

长谢华章步人间.

步韵

未识筝琴五七弦，

也随流水过华年。

岸边催绿嫩杨柳，

山野啼红老杜鹃。

一卷梵书窥禅意，

三千情债化云烟。

人生徒恨春宵短，

纵是神仙也枉然。

人约黄昏后，鱼约入暮时，彩霞红羞月，灵犀两心知。

2008-04-07T22:18:00.003+08:00

今夜，我将为你点亮我的心灯，
用心的烛光燃烧玫瑰的花香，
那灯是为你点燃的长明灯，
那是爱的火炬，
那是指引我寻找到你的航灯；
那香是为爱再添的一缕香，
那会让我们心灵的爱恋永远芬芳……

这就是你吧,一点点神秘
那么深不可测.
但是,我喜欢.
简简单单一句我喜欢就能涵盖我对你的情感吗?
那我夜夜的思念,
每一滴为你掉的泪又算什么?
你终带着梦幻般的虚渺
当我抱着你的时候
仿佛抱着的都不是真实的你
所以我才会那么爱粘着你
那是因为我缺乏安全感
我怕
我怕有一天你将离我而去
到那时又会是谁会在我那拥挤、潮湿、沉闷，偶尔还会滋生出窒息的酸雨的心海里窝居
又会是谁用微笑、温柔的目光安抚着我的叹息。
用执着的眼神给我力量.

untraceable

2008-04-05T18:53:00.002+08:00

whooo

today me and huiwen went to watch movie (untraceable)after AFA
which is like such a stupid choice
cos this is one of my most valuable free weekends and
i spent it watching a horribly gross and sadistic movie
haix
its like all killing ppl only
so shit lah

2008-04-05T01:19:00.001+08:00

haix, i finally found the time to add all the OSCAR ppl to my link
after trying very hard to figure it out myslef
okok, i admit i was busy with loads of work and HW and stuff
kks
so SORRY OSCARIANS

《无题》

2008-04-05T01:01:00.004+08:00

无题
李商隐

春蚕到死丝方尽，
蜡炬成灰泪始干。

红颜柔情终似水,
只愿君心似我心.

有人说:女人心是海底针
但我相信女人心不过就是颗玻璃心
女人是眼泪的代名词，是多愁善感的缩写
但我认为，女人是也只不过是普通人
一个怕被伤害的普通人
我们怕被伤害，所以故意试探
所以阿，请不要逃避我们，
只要细心，一遍一遍对我们说
你爱我
就够了
请不要让我们的幸福都变得奢侈
大胆的给予我们幸福的机会吧！！

taiwan rich hooties and CMC meetings!

2008-04-05T00:20:00.003+08:00

TAAAA-DAAAAHHH

today went for CMC meeting at NHQ. hmm, suppose to end by 2200
but
as usual it ended late
it dragged like sooooooo loooooooooong lah
budden it was fun
i was the secreatary hahas!

ohohoh, during cmc sir jy complained abt xxx and its damn funny and damn cute!
he keep using the word stupid
for eg: this stupid person uses this stupid method to do this stupid thing for the most stupid reasons
hahas so cute right!
woots!

ohohohoh, then sir jy talk to me online leh
and hes so FUNNY
haha
he keep saying duh!
and keep niaoing me but that so cute
i asked if he loved us then he actually replied "hur hur my heart not so big"
hahas, so funny
and he thinks i am a smoke pot
hahas
so funny
i just cant stop laughing when i talk to him online

then then then cos my school now got exchange student from this very prestigious school from taiwan (kang qiao, i think )
all the students damn rich one lahs
chee guans buddys hse is 7 storeys high and he has a lift in his hse!
guppys buddys family owns 50% of the Japanese umbrella mkt (mayb tts why his hair look like umbrella too)
hahas and duh i took photo with them
wait till i get the photo then i post k
hahas

oh yes oh yes, i did
i self introed
then i asked the guy whether he was rich which is so kuku
but okok i did it lah
hahas
its ok, he wun rmb me de
i am of the few million ppl whom he met
but i guess i am the only one who asked him directly if he was rich

but HEY at least i am one step closer to my goal of marrying a rich guy ba
i guess, presume, assume, think ...
(if i ever can think)

how can i lose smth tt i nvr had

2008-04-01T16:53:00.002+08:00

曾经拥有的一切,会不会一瞬间就消失不见

如果一切即将消失,那我们会不会就这样分离

若你愿意给我们两个一个机会,愿意让我用爱包容你脆弱的心, 一切又会怎样?

算了吧.

就这样吧,我们就这样维持原状,这样一直互相欺骗,互相隐瞒.

苦涩,委屈, 都比不上你默然的眼神.

DESSERTS!!!

2008-03-31T18:37:00.002+08:00

todays just another nightmare, tmrs just another fairytale

my life is so screwed, i dun even have the time to blog
all the hw,admin,commitments are like so KILLING me

HMM OKOK!
yupps, OTC (again)
hmm. next week course first is HUIWEN
ganbatteee!!!
i send you my love and hope and everything!<333333333333333
seriously i rly have no mood to blog le
so i just talk abt some special things ba

hmm sir jy is in bad mood yesterday
dunno why
haix~ (budden i still like)XP!

then hmmm, nothing special act
ohohohoh, then i realised oscar ppl are NICE
wilson is damn funny lah
so FUNNY, cos he division ic
take us for fd tt time keep talking to us like kids hahas.
not the bad kind lah, the funny kind.
plus plus plus
he look after my bag for me leh
so BUDDY BUDDY
nice person!!!
hahax.

hmm, then still go what,
aiyah dun rmb le
next time rmb then say lah

hmm, then SCHOOLLLL
DESSERTS lah
so kuku, hope i can cope well

nvm lah, keep a positive outlook towards life and
EVERYTHING will be ALRIGHT man!!
chilllllll!!

i am so SHAGGED!
till later lol!

I HAVE DECIDED!

2008-03-26T19:56:00.004+08:00

there are somethings that cant be changed in life
feelings is one such thing,
so since i am unable to control it
i will make the best out of it

when you view a cup of orange juice
whether you view it as an overflowing small cup
or a brim filled big cup creates a big difference

everyday when you wake up
whether you feel that it is a great day with a few surprises here and there
or it is a disgusting day with a few drips of joy hidden beneath
is different too

a positive outlook towards life always bring the BEST out of you,
i see no reason to be negative when it brings you nothing but agony

when you look at something horrible,
think of the goodness within

when you think of something sweet,
look deeper into the sweetness

what makes a person is not the strength
not the weakness
but the ATTITUDE

5c12

2008-03-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

hmm
thought that i should like blog about my new class but i no time
so next time k
5C12!

Toddler Property Laws

2008-03-24T00:20:00.002+08:00

i found a way to deal with my brother.
that irriating retarded BOY
spoilt brat lah he is like totally disgusting
yucks
hmmph.
after 5 years of tolerating him, i am FED UP
CAN HE MAKE SOME SENSE?
CAN MY PARENTS STOP SIDING HIM COS HE IS DAMN RETARDED
UURRRGGGGH
whatever

so besides getting pissed off, maybe looking at this wld make me feel better
well i cant be worse off anyways

Toddler Property Laws
#1. If I like it, it's mine.
#2. If it's in my hand, Its mine.
#3. If I can take it from you, it's mine
#4. If I had it a little while ago, It's mine.
#5. If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way.
#6. If I am doing or building something,all the pieces are mine.
#7. If it looks like mine, it is mine.
#8. If I saw it first, it's mine.
#9. If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine.
#10. If it's broken, it's yours.
whatever

sit back and THINK

2008-03-23T21:21:00.004+08:00

THE COLD WITHIN

by: Author Unknown, Source Unknown

Six humans trapped by happenstance
In black and bitter cold
.Each one possessed a stick of wood,
Or so the story's told.

Their dying fire in need of logs,
The first woman held hers back
For on the faces around the fire,
She noticed one was black.
The next man looking cross the way
Saw one not of his church,
And couldn't bring himself to give
The fire his stick of birch.
The third man sat in tattered clothes;
He gave his coat a hitch.
Why should his log be put to use
To warm the idle rich?
The rich man just sat back and thought
Of the wealth he had in store.
And how to keep what he had earned
From the lazy poor.
The black man's face bespoke revenge
As the fire passed from his sight,
or all he saw in his stick of wood
Was a chance to spite the white.
And the last man of this forlorn group
Did naught except for gain.
Giving only to those who gave
Was how he played the game.
The logs held tight in death's still hands
Was proof of human sin.

They didn't die from the cold without,
They died from the cold within.

OTC/ 23032008

2008-03-23T20:23:00.005+08:00

today went OTC, the whole day went quite well lah
just lidat lor
then tell you hor, I FINALLY FOUND A WAY TO TIE UP MY HAIR
then no need wear hairnet.
budden very messy so next week i either gel up my hair,
or wear tt UGLY hairnet throughout lectures,
neither really appeal to me so, urmm, I WILL FIND A WAY DE.
for my beautiful and kawaii image, MUAHAHAHHA

okaes, then lunch was at a weird place
the food sucks
haix, or maybe i shldnt hav chosen laksa
i beri scared splash onto my u so...
haix, next time dun eat there le
then at the place saw sir jy
he beri de funny leh
I LIKE
I LIKE
I LIKE
(when i say smth 3x, i means i really like)
cos he change into half u just bcos the ambulance officer u look like traffic police. HAHA
so like what he wld do, so CUTE
haha
FUNNY
but maybe i biased lah, like him soooo much

yupps, just when i though a peaceful day was to passs..
i got CAMPFIRE.
OMG,
ok lah, although CAMPFIRE sounds HIGH and COOL
and SUITABLE for me
budden need time leh
so busy,
haix, at least aishu sounds FUN. yupps so liddat lor.
and the officer in charge of it looks a bit more than decent lah

hmm, yar
then CHERYLGOH course ic next trg
JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU go(h) cheryl
i love you!!! pls finish first and last parade fast
i will worship u like crazy
haha

yupps. then after otc me,zy,hw and chio went to eat dinner together
then we got talk lah
haha
talk and joke lor
nothing much
then eat finish le
then he drove us home lah
feel a bit bad cos he's making a biiig round bcos of me
hiax
anything lah dun care le

PS
those who dun understand this need not understand
those who really wanna knw this can come ask me
bribe me and maybe i will tell you!
HAHA
4 more suns to go
gannnnbatte

Child's Definition of LOVE.

2008-03-23T19:04:00.000+08:00

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined.

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca - age 8

When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4
"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK." Danny - age 7

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss" Emily - age 8

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen," Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday." Noelle - age 7

"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night." Clare - age 6

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken." Elaine -age 5

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford." Chris - age 7

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day." Mary Ann - age 4

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones." Lauren - age 4"

When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you." Karen - age 7

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget," Jessica - age 8

Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child. The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked him what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry."

these are all the small things in life,yet they are full of love
notice these small bits and pieces and let love fill up your empty hearts
to all those out there with a broken heart : THIS IS TRUE LOVE

Gonna be a bear

2008-03-22T21:16:00.001+08:00

In this life I’m a woman. In my next life, I’d like to come back as a bear. When you’re a bear, you get to hibernate. You do nothing but sleep for six months. I could deal with that.

Before you hibernate, you’re supposed to eat yourself stupid. I could deal with that too.

When you’re a girl bear, you birth your children (how are the size of walnuts) while you’re sleeping and wake to partially grown, cure, cuddly cubs. I could definitely deal with that.
I
f you’re mama bear, everyone knows you mean business. You swat anyone who bothers your cubs. If your cubs get out of line, you swat them too. I could deal with that.

If you’re a bear, your mate EXPECTS you to wake up growling. He EXPECTS that you will have hairy legs and excess body fat.

Yup, gonna be a bear!

from:http://www.rogerknapp.com

How can I lose something i never had

2008-03-20T00:30:00.002+08:00

Never Say" I love you"if you mean it at all.

Never talk about love if they aren't really there.

Never hold my hand if you're going to break my heart.

Never say you're to, if you never plan to start.

Never look into my eyes if all you do is lie.

If you really mean forever,then say you will try.

Never say forever ' cause its all lies.

summary of my non blogging days.

2008-03-19T21:40:00.001+08:00

hmm it has been 2 months ever since i last blogged. so i shall summarise it all.
yupps.

FIRST: studies.
if i use 1 word to describe it: mugg
2 words: endless mugging
okays, basically this shows my determination
there is a total of less than 2 years to mugg and study to go u
and i MUST go overseas
NUS doesnt offer foreign affairs and polices, i need to go USA or something
budden i dun like ang mohs, (I AM PROUD TO BE CHINESE,
I PROCLAIM I ONLY LIKE ASIAN GUYS! so, asian guys BEWARE.)
budden USA sounds scary leh, with guns and violence.
if i die b4 i marry or have 2 kids(1 boy,1 girl) I WILL CRY.
okay, that is out of the point.
back to the point, i need to mugg mugg mugg mugg mugg to go U
go yupps here i am MUGGING.
three cheers for MUGGERS like yujia!

Anyway, i cnt live a BORING life, so obviously there are a lot more things that i am doing now to enrich my life

#1 CHINGAY
haha, i went CHINGAY lah, it was fun budden we not allowed to take any photos during duties
so ke xi. haix. budden i got the volunteer tag and the tshir. VERY NICE.
CHINGAY was fun. the performances are damn nice, esp the Japanese Asstn one.
the guy performg, or rather dancing in front of me is so kawaii. so cute. so shuai. haix. did take photo. PLUS the performance is audience engaging, so he like stretched out to reach my hand.
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH. i shy
haha
i found my chun tian.
besides that, my group ic DINGJIE, or DJ quite cute leh/
though i like the jap guy more. aiyah.
so basically i enjoyed my share of CHINGAY. i was damn HIGH
so i was like CRAZY all the way. i made a NAME in Chingay.
this experience made me join NDP, so soon, you will see my blogging about NDP.
haha.

#2 NUH Befrienders
this is a NUH initated programm during which volunteers like us would go down and interact and befriend the patients there. cos it is quite near our school so like can go down and help more often lah. tts why i cos it
i act like the patients there a lot, they not as gloomy as they look.
when i go there, they always smile and laugh with me
i like holding their hands and listen to them talk.
at first, they are scared to hold your hand, but i keep reassuring them i dun mind,
seriously the patients are nice, VERY nice.
I LIKE THEM A LOT.
they really make me value life and health.
i really pity them, but i cnt show cos what they need is not pity, they need love and care.
yupps. <33>

OTC.
hmm, i knw my OSCARIANs for 2 wks le, or rather 2 days lah. haha, and due dexians objection, i realised that my image in Oscar is act not bad. okok, i changed already hor. hmmmpph. hmmm. good

then, hmm, OTC. act i intend to really learn something from otc, learn something tt can be of help to me in future (hey, this is MATURE thinking k), yupps. i dont intend to waste all my sundays so why not make the best out of it? i dont intend to go through the course just to get the rank, i must deserve the rank that i get. yupps so jiayoujiayoujiayou. it takes only a step to be a step closer to sucess.

yupps, thats all for summary.

till next time,

5c11

2008-01-05T22:45:00.000+08:00

my former class 5c11
the smallest class.
smaller and smaller by the day
till now it is like DISBANDED!
our class is the only class that can only form 1 OG.
total number of students 12.
haha.
but still i guess 5c11 rocks.

our OG is OG ONE, hebe.
the people there are fun haha
will remember them forever.

CHIAWANTING:
during the blind catching game, her chicken pose.
during all the activities her enthu-ness, and highness.

CYTHNIA:
best nominee for class treasurer, the money lover

WENDY:
make up queen.
hobby; fun with make up

YUNJING:
tall and skinny
1B2B
cannot dance one haha

XINYI:
my squadmate
iloveyou

JOLENEONG:
3B4B
everything about you is FUN

GENA:
ms sexy lips
stuffed 25? grapes intoyour sexy mouth

JIAJIN:
sleepy head
SUPER big eye bags

EDWIN:
seeming IT geek, but hey he's FUN

SEBASTIN:
whats his chinese name, so weird
the small boy.

OGL;GABRIEL
former scout, RESPONSIBLE lah

OGL:VALERIE
seriously pooh look alike.
damn funny

the orientation is damn fun with you guys.
so yupps, thankyou, thankyou, allofyou!!!
THOUGH, we are in different classes now,
but i will always rmb you all.

<333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

now, new class.
5C12.

seniors cohesion

2007-12-31T22:09:00.000+08:00

29122007.30122007.31122007.
three days of FUN with the seniors
three days of sleepless nights, mahjong frenzy.

mahjong nationalism
CHINAvsSINGAPORE.

main chef for BBQ
FAMOUS DISH: black pepper chicken fillet

BATCH MENTALITY?/

DEEPEST IMPRESSION: ahgilme.
THE BED, THE JACKET, PONGPONG
BODYGUARD.

WARLORDS

2007-12-23T22:31:00.000+08:00

23122007.
i watched a NC16 movie today!!

WARLORDS.投名狀

DIRECTOR:陳可辛

STARRING:李連杰、劉德華、金城武，徐靜蕾

1870年秋，龐青雲 (李連杰飾演) 一身江蘇巡撫的官服，在城牆頂俯瞰江蘇巡撫就職典禮舞臺；充滿理想、胸懷壯志的他，如果沒有走上這條不歸路，極可能是推翻腐敗清庭的新中國革命者之一，創大事業名留青史，可惜... 兩個強盜和一個女人改變了他的一生，造就了他的成功，亦導致他最後的毀滅。這兩個強盜是曾跟他矢誓生死與共的結拜兄弟：趙二虎 (劉德華飾演) 和姜午陽 (金城武飾演)，而那個女人正是二虎的妻子蓮生 (徐靜蕾飾演)。率性而為的趙二虎，乃一條光明磊落的好漢，在亂世中淪為強盜，帶著幾百人到處劫掠，他為人盜亦有道，就算打劫也「劫七留三」，留一條活路給被劫的村民，而劫掠所得就拿來分給和他同住一條山村的良民，所以深得眾心。二虎一生人最愛兩個人，一個是蓮生，一個就是十三歲便跟了他做強盜的姜午陽，把自小成為孤兒的午陽視如親弟。姜午陽身上有一種獨特的男人魅力，除了狼的野性和殺手的狠冷，更有著少年才有的天真浪漫；因此在他的生命中，同生共死的兄弟情義是他視如生命的永恆感情。自從在打劫太平軍糧車的一役中，龐青雲這個陌生人為替他擋箭而受了傷，令他深感救命的恩情，天生的狂熱使然，他對龐青雲的崇拜竟超過他對二虎的崇拜。在二虎等人的山村被清軍洗劫，付出傷亡慘重的代價後，午陽極力主張他們兩兄弟和龐青雲結拜為兄弟，由龐青雲帶領他們投效清廷，二虎為了不想令午陽失望，也為了不想自己的一班兄弟陷入絕境，他不計較個人得失，願與龐青雲結義，將大哥地位拱手讓給龐青雲。作為男人世界中的一個好大哥，二虎在女人世界中卻是一個失敗的情人，一個不合格的丈夫，濃烈的大男人熱血，令他少了那種迷住女人的浪漫魅力；他的妻子蓮生卻偏偏又是那種深信一見鍾情的浪漫主義者。所以，儘管他當年救出被賣到揚州當雛妓的蓮生，儘管他很努力的去關懷蓮生，但目不識丁的他就是沒有蓮生所喜歡的文人書卷氣，始終得不到她真心的愛。為實現天下沒有戰爭的太平盛世理想，龐青雲借助以二虎、午陽為首的一班兄弟的力量，成立「山字營」暫時為清廷効力，原來是要借助攻打太平天國結集軍力；但是隨著他大權在握，龐青雲變得越來越野心勃勃，令他要清除一切的障礙。他不惜和二虎決裂，屠殺被二虎勸降的太平軍降兵，只為怕降兵造反。他利用午陽的狂熱性格說服他站向自己那一邊，而他最後要殺二虎，亦是一個必然的結果。本來，龐青雲距離成功已僅有一步之遙，但他殺害兄弟二虎的作為，卻傷透了對他崇拜不已的兄弟午陽的心。就在江蘇巡撫的就職大典上，就在權勢如日中天的最輝煌時刻，龐青雲竟橫死於刺客之手…

FROM/MEDIA ASIA.COM

as you can see, many see JET LI as the evil in this film but to me, he is merely a tragic hero led to his downfall by his own fate and circumstances(sound like MACBETH!). many see his murder of ANDY LAU as a stepping stone to his ambitions but i see it as a protection for his brother from the evils of the imperial courts.

the way i see is because of his expression in the same village, the expression of love and hope is not one of a murderous being. the expressions of him when someone rushed to save and and died blasting from a cannon(this scene is grosss. seriously) is irreplaceable. his rushing to save ANDY AND TAKESHI in times of danger and thinking for them all the time seems true. so in my opinion JET LI is good! he just cares DIFFERENTLY.

hmmph.

then ANDY, hmm, the normal hero, brave and righteous. but i think he the way he died quite not worth it. to the very end he thinks that the bad person was planning to kill his brother JET LI, while actually it was JET LI planning to kill him., this makes JET LI seem scheming in a sense as he used lowly means to kill his brother. but i guess he makes it all back as if he doesnt kill his brother, the courts will use more horrifying ways to torture ANDY who planned to mutinny. so anyway back to ANDY (sounds like my friend), he is nice. a good leader too. =) basically i like him.

TAKESHI. shuai shuai shuai is all that i can say. he is so shuai even with all the blood and killings around him. his character is just like a little boy admiring and hero worshipping his two brothers and taking their lives above his. THE way he works is just like a follower, listening to instructions and following them. but he feels. at the suchou massacre his tears really moved me. the tears filled with mixed emotions which even now i cannot put into words. He really carrys out his emotions well. yupps. TAKESHI, good actor good looks. LURBE DURBE DURBE. =)

basically i guess it is a nice film but gory and gross. the war scenes are quite scary and all. but there are also a few places that that seems funny like the war trench part that are not supposed to be there at that time in history. hmmph. but all in all i like this film lah. maybe because it is my first NC16 film i have watched since im 16 so hmm.

hmm just to add to the historical background for this film, this film is adapted from one of the cases from 清末四大奇案，刺马。the basic storyline about the brothers and the wife thing is true, yupps but there are of course changes lah. (and the part about the wife, not really interested in her so OMITTED;) somehow all the 四大奇案 has something to do with women, beautiful women. 红颜祸水 ya?!

haha thats all for now i gueess.

ta ta

lurbe durbe durbe

LOOKING BACK

2007-11-26T21:53:00.000+08:00

treasure your past, live the present, look forward to your future./

PASSING OUT PARADE 2007.
on that day i left St John, i passed a major milestone in my life
from there, i no longer have tons of admin to do
from there, i no longer have trainings to plan, cadets to see
from there, i no longer have excuses to see my squadmates everyday
from there, i am ALONE
i guess we will meet up but it will never be the same again.
i believe Standard 4'07 will go far together, but there is always an end
i dare not think about the end, i just wanna enjoy the present
but i fear the end will be coming soon

i just wanna write it down before the feeling goes.

no matter what i do, for st john, for anything
i feel squadish, OBFAish
i feel the support, the care
that is what pulls me through
i fear not even the darkest of the darkest hours with you all by my side
just remembering i have 21 shoulders i can cry on
i can pull through. REALLY
THIS IS HOW MUCH YOU ALL MEAN TO ME.

i may not show my emotions correctly but i know you care
and i care too