OMG OMG OMG
common test is in 1.5 weeks time
i need to mugg
i need to come up with a proper revision timetable
hmmm,
okok
so common test i need to study 4 topics
ECONS
HISTORY
CLL
GENERAL PAPER
okok
jiayou jiayou jiayou
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Monday, April 28, 2008
blogs
its time to stop and look back
blogs: blogs are for you to record down your life
and to reflect on it
so now i shall begin recording down my life.
start.
hmm, yesterday went for a 4 man oscar outing
only me huaxin, dexian, and wilson went
we went to watch forbidden kingdom
the show was ok ok lah
except the funhy jackie chan
and the aweeesoome fighting scenes
hmm, maybe should have watched hansel and gretel
the korean horror movie, muahaha
that would so have freaked dexian out. MUAHAHA
and i got something to comment
the seats were awfullll =>> all thanks to DEXIAN!
it was a side seat lah
and we had to tilt out heads throughout the 2 hours
bleah
but the sweet thing is OSCAR bought me birthday present
is a damn cute pigg
and someonee (hmmm,hmmm) said it was a portrait of me
whoa! so i look like a PIG?!! #@$%^&&%
and 28th April
i went out to mugg for CLL cha guan at NLB
then i met this girl who is studying CLL too
and this year she taking all the A levels as private canditate leh
so hardworking, must be like her!!
must study hard and be hardworkinggg
GANBATEEE!
blogs: blogs are for you to record down your life
and to reflect on it
so now i shall begin recording down my life.
start.
hmm, yesterday went for a 4 man oscar outing
only me huaxin, dexian, and wilson went
we went to watch forbidden kingdom
the show was ok ok lah
except the funhy jackie chan
and the aweeesoome fighting scenes
hmm, maybe should have watched hansel and gretel
the korean horror movie, muahaha
that would so have freaked dexian out. MUAHAHA
and i got something to comment
the seats were awfullll =>> all thanks to DEXIAN!
it was a side seat lah
and we had to tilt out heads throughout the 2 hours
bleah
but the sweet thing is OSCAR bought me birthday present
is a damn cute pigg
and someonee (hmmm,hmmm) said it was a portrait of me
whoa! so i look like a PIG?!! #@$%^&&%
and 28th April
i went out to mugg for CLL cha guan at NLB
then i met this girl who is studying CLL too
and this year she taking all the A levels as private canditate leh
so hardworking, must be like her!!
must study hard and be hardworkinggg
GANBATEEE!
Friday, April 25, 2008
seventeen
25042008
i now offically turn 17
i think 17 is a nice age
not an adult but an old teenager
hahas
today was the submission for PI
so i spent the last hours of my 16 year old time
and the first few hours of my 17 year old time chionging PI
and studying for CLL test
i like only slept for 40-45 minutes POWER nap lah :(
whoa, great achievement
does that somehow predict my future of non stop mugging
anyways my class people think i am a MUGGER
such a scary word
i guess i am not even close to being a MUGGER
budden haix, they will realise in no time.
T.T
hahas
anyways, today the class celebrated birthday for april babies
so here are my darling april babies
hahas, here are some pics of my retarded classmates
ooppps, hope they dun see this >.<
i now offically turn 17
i think 17 is a nice age
not an adult but an old teenager
hahas
today was the submission for PI
so i spent the last hours of my 16 year old time
and the first few hours of my 17 year old time chionging PI
and studying for CLL test
i like only slept for 40-45 minutes POWER nap lah :(
whoa, great achievement
does that somehow predict my future of non stop mugging
anyways my class people think i am a MUGGER
such a scary word
i guess i am not even close to being a MUGGER
budden haix, they will realise in no time.
T.T
hahas
anyways, today the class celebrated birthday for april babies
so here are my darling april babies
from left: simin, ching hsien, libing, nicole, me, junwen (mak got same bday as me!)
andrew
and we had PIZZZAAA
hahas.
then i went out with mak and paw
hahas, watch hottie and nottie
that nottie is damn disgusting lah
so eeee.. but in the end still very pretty
hahas, cinderella story wors, I LIKE
and i cried at last part, which i thought was quite stupid
hmm, shall reflect!
anyways then i bought this helium balloon, but it flewwwww awayyyyy
so naughty !
hahas, here are some pics of my retarded classmates
ooppps, hope they dun see this >.<
Monday, April 21, 2008
i am doing well, i guess
well er, hmm.
thats the end of otc
whoa, thats fast
thats the end of 7 sundays with my team OSCAR
hmm, i really no time to blog a lot
so ermm, next time i got time then blog cans
thats the end of otc
whoa, thats fast
thats the end of 7 sundays with my team OSCAR
hmm, i really no time to blog a lot
so ermm, next time i got time then blog cans
Thursday, April 17, 2008
17042008
hmm, these days very busy
like gonna die liddat
so i guess
i need my dose of love
my dose of kindness
my dose of hug theraphy
someone please save me.
todays econs test was shit
yesterdays history test was shit
all that hard work was shit
now what
okok
back to postitive outlook towards life
always look on the bright side of life?
well, you need to be tall enough to look over the wall
too bad, i not tall enough
so bleah
go and find yourself a nice place and shrivel off
dig a hole and jump in
i will help you look deeper into life
ok, i am not in a good mood so
BLEAH
like gonna die liddat
so i guess
i need my dose of love
my dose of kindness
my dose of hug theraphy
someone please save me.
todays econs test was shit
yesterdays history test was shit
all that hard work was shit
now what
okok
back to postitive outlook towards life
always look on the bright side of life?
well, you need to be tall enough to look over the wall
too bad, i not tall enough
so bleah
go and find yourself a nice place and shrivel off
dig a hole and jump in
i will help you look deeper into life
ok, i am not in a good mood so
BLEAH
Monday, April 14, 2008
its ok, life would sort itself out
i finally realised how the world can really turn on your back
and how the 24 hours never seem enough
and no matter how you sleep you still feel damn tired
and all the tonics dun seem to work
but its ok
life will sort itself out
and it will unroll itself straight out at your face
it takes time
but more inportantly, it take perseverence
and LOVE
i need my hug therapy
i need someone to be my carebear
to love and care and be my sunshine
are you willing to be my carebear?
and how the 24 hours never seem enough
and no matter how you sleep you still feel damn tired
and all the tonics dun seem to work
but its ok
life will sort itself out
and it will unroll itself straight out at your face
it takes time
but more inportantly, it take perseverence
and LOVE
i need my hug therapy
i need someone to be my carebear
to love and care and be my sunshine
are you willing to be my carebear?
Saturday, April 12, 2008
ENFP
ENFPs have a tendency to overextend themselves in both their physical and emotional commitments. Their proclivity to procrastinate and to overlook details complicates their circumstances. ENFPs often move on to new ventures without completing those they have already started. Their charming personalities can show signs of irritability and over-sensitivity when their desires to please different people come into conflict. During times of stress, ENFPs feel alienated. They then engage in deceptions that serve to obscure what is occurring within themselves.
The ENFP finds symbolic meanings behind the immediate circumstances. These meanings are construed as foreboding problems when ENFPs are under stress. Having a pervasive feeling of losing control over their own independent identities, ENFPs will feel virtually split apart by intruding circumstances. They will be "besides themselves" and "just not all there" — as if something, or someone, has taken away the essence of who they are. Not feeling like themselves, the ENFP will become subject to their own feelings of shame for being a phony, a fake or an impostor. If stress continues to grow, they may attribute malevolent schemes to others in order to explain away their fears.
The Inspirer
As an ENFP, your primary mode of living is focused externally, where you take things in primarily via your intuition. Your secondary mode is internal, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit in with your personal value system.
ENFPs are warm, enthusiastic people, typically very bright and full of potential. They live in the world of possibilities, and can become very passionate and excited about things. Their enthusiasm lends them the ability to inspire and motivate others, more so than we see in other types. They can talk their way in or out of anything. They love life, seeing it as a special gift, and strive to make the most out of it.
ENFPs have an unusually broad range of skills and talents. They are good at most things which interest them. Project-oriented, they may go through several different careers during their lifetime. To onlookers, the ENFP may seem directionless and without purpose, but ENFPs are actually quite consistent, in that they have a strong sense of values which they live with throughout their lives. Everything that they do must be in line with their values. An ENFP needs to feel that they are living their lives as their true Self, walking in step with what they believe is right. They see meaning in everything, and are on a continuous quest to adapt their lives and values to achieve inner peace. They're constantly aware and somewhat fearful of losing touch with themselves. Since emotional excitement is usually an important part of the ENFP's life, and because they are focused on keeping "centered", the ENFP is usually an intense individual, with highly evolved values.
An ENFP needs to focus on following through with their projects. This can be a problem area for some of these individuals. Unlike other Extraverted types, ENFPs need time alone to center themselves, and make sure they are moving in a direction which is in sync with their values. ENFPs who remain centered will usually be quite successful at their endeavors. Others may fall into the habit of dropping a project when they become excited about a new possibility, and thus they never achieve the great accomplishments which they are capable of achieving.
Most ENFPs have great people skills. They are genuinely warm and interested in people, and place great importance on their inter-personal relationships. ENFPs almost always have a strong need to be liked. Sometimes, especially at a younger age, an ENFP will tend to be "gushy" and insincere, and generally "overdo" in an effort to win acceptance. However, once an ENFP has learned to balance their need to be true to themselves with their need for acceptance, they excel at bringing out the best in others, and are typically well-liked. They have an exceptional ability to intuitively understand a person after a very short period of time, and use their intuition and flexibility to relate to others on their own level.
Because ENFPs live in the world of exciting possibilities, the details of everyday life are seen as trivial drudgery. They place no importance on detailed, maintenance-type tasks, and will frequently remain oblivous to these types of concerns. When they do have to perform these tasks, they do not enjoy themselves. This is a challenging area of life for most ENFPs, and can be frustrating for ENFP's family members.
An ENFP who has "gone wrong" may be quite manipulative - and very good it. The gift of gab which they are blessed with makes it naturally easy for them to get what they want. Most ENFPs will not abuse their abilities, because that would not jive with their value systems.
ENFPs sometimes make serious errors in judgment. They have an amazing ability to intuitively perceive the truth about a person or situation, but when they apply judgment to their perception, they may jump to the wrong conclusions.
ENFPs who have not learned to follow through may have a difficult time remaining happy in marital relationships. Always seeing the possibilities of what could be, they may become bored with what actually is. The strong sense of values will keep many ENFPs dedicated to their relationships. However, ENFPs like a little excitement in their lives, and are best matched with individuals who are comfortable with change and new experiences.
Having an ENFP parent can be a fun-filled experience, but may be stressful at times for children with strong Sensing or Judging tendancies. Such children may see the ENFP parent as inconsistent and difficult to understand, as the children are pulled along in the whirlwind life of the ENFP. Sometimes the ENFP will want to be their child's best friend, and at other times they will play the parental authoritarian. But ENFPs are always consistent in their value systems, which they will impress on their children above all else, along with a basic joy of living.
ENFPs are basically happy people. They may become unhappy when they are confined to strict schedules or mundane tasks. Consequently, ENFPs work best in situations where they have a lot of flexibility, and where they can work with people and ideas. Many go into business for themselves. They have the ability to be quite productive with little supervision, as long as they are excited about what they're doing.
Because they are so alert and sensitive, constantly scanning their environments, ENFPs often suffer from muscle tension. They have a strong need to be independent, and resist being controlled or labelled. They need to maintain control over themselves, but they do not believe in controlling others. Their dislike of dependence and suppression extends to others as well as to themselves.
ENFPs are charming, ingenuous, risk-taking, sensitive, people-oriented individuals with capabilities ranging across a broad spectrum. They have many gifts which they will use to fulfill themselves and those near them, if they are able to remain centered and master the ability of following through.
The ENFP finds symbolic meanings behind the immediate circumstances. These meanings are construed as foreboding problems when ENFPs are under stress. Having a pervasive feeling of losing control over their own independent identities, ENFPs will feel virtually split apart by intruding circumstances. They will be "besides themselves" and "just not all there" — as if something, or someone, has taken away the essence of who they are. Not feeling like themselves, the ENFP will become subject to their own feelings of shame for being a phony, a fake or an impostor. If stress continues to grow, they may attribute malevolent schemes to others in order to explain away their fears.
The Inspirer
As an ENFP, your primary mode of living is focused externally, where you take things in primarily via your intuition. Your secondary mode is internal, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit in with your personal value system.
ENFPs are warm, enthusiastic people, typically very bright and full of potential. They live in the world of possibilities, and can become very passionate and excited about things. Their enthusiasm lends them the ability to inspire and motivate others, more so than we see in other types. They can talk their way in or out of anything. They love life, seeing it as a special gift, and strive to make the most out of it.
ENFPs have an unusually broad range of skills and talents. They are good at most things which interest them. Project-oriented, they may go through several different careers during their lifetime. To onlookers, the ENFP may seem directionless and without purpose, but ENFPs are actually quite consistent, in that they have a strong sense of values which they live with throughout their lives. Everything that they do must be in line with their values. An ENFP needs to feel that they are living their lives as their true Self, walking in step with what they believe is right. They see meaning in everything, and are on a continuous quest to adapt their lives and values to achieve inner peace. They're constantly aware and somewhat fearful of losing touch with themselves. Since emotional excitement is usually an important part of the ENFP's life, and because they are focused on keeping "centered", the ENFP is usually an intense individual, with highly evolved values.
An ENFP needs to focus on following through with their projects. This can be a problem area for some of these individuals. Unlike other Extraverted types, ENFPs need time alone to center themselves, and make sure they are moving in a direction which is in sync with their values. ENFPs who remain centered will usually be quite successful at their endeavors. Others may fall into the habit of dropping a project when they become excited about a new possibility, and thus they never achieve the great accomplishments which they are capable of achieving.
Most ENFPs have great people skills. They are genuinely warm and interested in people, and place great importance on their inter-personal relationships. ENFPs almost always have a strong need to be liked. Sometimes, especially at a younger age, an ENFP will tend to be "gushy" and insincere, and generally "overdo" in an effort to win acceptance. However, once an ENFP has learned to balance their need to be true to themselves with their need for acceptance, they excel at bringing out the best in others, and are typically well-liked. They have an exceptional ability to intuitively understand a person after a very short period of time, and use their intuition and flexibility to relate to others on their own level.
Because ENFPs live in the world of exciting possibilities, the details of everyday life are seen as trivial drudgery. They place no importance on detailed, maintenance-type tasks, and will frequently remain oblivous to these types of concerns. When they do have to perform these tasks, they do not enjoy themselves. This is a challenging area of life for most ENFPs, and can be frustrating for ENFP's family members.
An ENFP who has "gone wrong" may be quite manipulative - and very good it. The gift of gab which they are blessed with makes it naturally easy for them to get what they want. Most ENFPs will not abuse their abilities, because that would not jive with their value systems.
ENFPs sometimes make serious errors in judgment. They have an amazing ability to intuitively perceive the truth about a person or situation, but when they apply judgment to their perception, they may jump to the wrong conclusions.
ENFPs who have not learned to follow through may have a difficult time remaining happy in marital relationships. Always seeing the possibilities of what could be, they may become bored with what actually is. The strong sense of values will keep many ENFPs dedicated to their relationships. However, ENFPs like a little excitement in their lives, and are best matched with individuals who are comfortable with change and new experiences.
Having an ENFP parent can be a fun-filled experience, but may be stressful at times for children with strong Sensing or Judging tendancies. Such children may see the ENFP parent as inconsistent and difficult to understand, as the children are pulled along in the whirlwind life of the ENFP. Sometimes the ENFP will want to be their child's best friend, and at other times they will play the parental authoritarian. But ENFPs are always consistent in their value systems, which they will impress on their children above all else, along with a basic joy of living.
ENFPs are basically happy people. They may become unhappy when they are confined to strict schedules or mundane tasks. Consequently, ENFPs work best in situations where they have a lot of flexibility, and where they can work with people and ideas. Many go into business for themselves. They have the ability to be quite productive with little supervision, as long as they are excited about what they're doing.
Because they are so alert and sensitive, constantly scanning their environments, ENFPs often suffer from muscle tension. They have a strong need to be independent, and resist being controlled or labelled. They need to maintain control over themselves, but they do not believe in controlling others. Their dislike of dependence and suppression extends to others as well as to themselves.
ENFPs are charming, ingenuous, risk-taking, sensitive, people-oriented individuals with capabilities ranging across a broad spectrum. They have many gifts which they will use to fulfill themselves and those near them, if they are able to remain centered and master the ability of following through.
Monday, April 7, 2008
人约黄昏后，鱼约入暮时，彩霞红羞月，灵犀两心知。
今夜，我将为你点亮我的心灯，
用心的烛光燃烧玫瑰的花香，
那灯是为你点燃的长明灯，
那是爱的火炬，
那是指引我寻找到你的航灯；
那香是为爱再添的一缕香，
那会让我们心灵的爱恋永远芬芳……
这就是你吧,一点点神秘
那么深不可测.
但是,我喜欢.
简简单单一句我喜欢就能涵盖我对你的情感吗?
那我夜夜的思念,
每一滴为你掉的泪又算什么?
你终带着梦幻般的虚渺
当我抱着你的时候
仿佛抱着的都不是真实的你
所以我才会那么爱粘着你
那是因为我缺乏安全感
我怕
我怕有一天你将离我而去
到那时又会是谁会在我那拥挤、潮湿、沉闷，偶尔还会滋生出窒息的酸雨的心海里窝居
又会是谁用微笑、温柔的目光安抚着我的叹息。
用执着的眼神给我力量.
用心的烛光燃烧玫瑰的花香，
那灯是为你点燃的长明灯，
那是爱的火炬，
那是指引我寻找到你的航灯；
那香是为爱再添的一缕香，
那会让我们心灵的爱恋永远芬芳……
这就是你吧,一点点神秘
那么深不可测.
但是,我喜欢.
简简单单一句我喜欢就能涵盖我对你的情感吗?
那我夜夜的思念,
每一滴为你掉的泪又算什么?
你终带着梦幻般的虚渺
当我抱着你的时候
仿佛抱着的都不是真实的你
所以我才会那么爱粘着你
那是因为我缺乏安全感
我怕
我怕有一天你将离我而去
到那时又会是谁会在我那拥挤、潮湿、沉闷，偶尔还会滋生出窒息的酸雨的心海里窝居
又会是谁用微笑、温柔的目光安抚着我的叹息。
用执着的眼神给我力量.
Saturday, April 5, 2008
untraceable
whooo
today me and huiwen went to watch movie (untraceable)after AFA
which is like such a stupid choice
cos this is one of my most valuable free weekends and
i spent it watching a horribly gross and sadistic movie
haix
its like all killing ppl only
so shit lah
today me and huiwen went to watch movie (untraceable)after AFA
which is like such a stupid choice
cos this is one of my most valuable free weekends and
i spent it watching a horribly gross and sadistic movie
haix
its like all killing ppl only
so shit lah
《无题》
无题
李商隐
春蚕到死丝方尽，
蜡炬成灰泪始干。
红颜柔情终似水,
只愿君心似我心.
有人说:女人心是海底针
但我相信女人心不过就是颗玻璃心
女人是眼泪的代名词，是多愁善感的缩写
但我认为，女人是也只不过是普通人
一个怕被伤害的普通人
我们怕被伤害，所以故意试探
所以阿，请不要逃避我们，
只要细心，一遍一遍对我们说
你爱我
就够了
请不要让我们的幸福都变得奢侈
大胆的给予我们幸福的机会吧！！
李商隐
春蚕到死丝方尽，
蜡炬成灰泪始干。
红颜柔情终似水,
只愿君心似我心.
有人说:女人心是海底针
但我相信女人心不过就是颗玻璃心
女人是眼泪的代名词，是多愁善感的缩写
但我认为，女人是也只不过是普通人
一个怕被伤害的普通人
我们怕被伤害，所以故意试探
所以阿，请不要逃避我们，
只要细心，一遍一遍对我们说
你爱我
就够了
请不要让我们的幸福都变得奢侈
大胆的给予我们幸福的机会吧！！
taiwan rich hooties and CMC meetings!
TAAAA-DAAAAHHH
today went for CMC meeting at NHQ. hmm, suppose to end by 2200
but
as usual it ended late
it dragged like sooooooo loooooooooong lah
budden it was fun
i was the secreatary hahas!
ohohoh, during cmc sir jy complained abt xxx and its damn funny and damn cute!
he keep using the word stupid
for eg: this stupid person uses this stupid method to do this stupid thing for the most stupid reasons
hahas so cute right!
woots!
ohohohoh, then sir jy talk to me online leh
and hes so FUNNY
haha
he keep saying duh!
and keep niaoing me but that so cute
i asked if he loved us then he actually replied "hur hur my heart not so big"
hahas, so funny
and he thinks i am a smoke pot
hahas
so funny
i just cant stop laughing when i talk to him online
then then then cos my school now got exchange student from this very prestigious school from taiwan (kang qiao, i think )
all the students damn rich one lahs
chee guans buddys hse is 7 storeys high and he has a lift in his hse!
guppys buddys family owns 50% of the Japanese umbrella mkt (mayb tts why his hair look like umbrella too)
hahas and duh i took photo with them
wait till i get the photo then i post k
hahas
oh yes oh yes, i did
i self introed
then i asked the guy whether he was rich which is so kuku
but okok i did it lah
hahas
its ok, he wun rmb me de
i am of the few million ppl whom he met
but i guess i am the only one who asked him directly if he was rich
but HEY at least i am one step closer to my goal of marrying a rich guy ba
i guess, presume, assume, think ...
(if i ever can think)
today went for CMC meeting at NHQ. hmm, suppose to end by 2200
but
as usual it ended late
it dragged like sooooooo loooooooooong lah
budden it was fun
i was the secreatary hahas!
ohohoh, during cmc sir jy complained abt xxx and its damn funny and damn cute!
he keep using the word stupid
for eg: this stupid person uses this stupid method to do this stupid thing for the most stupid reasons
hahas so cute right!
woots!
ohohohoh, then sir jy talk to me online leh
and hes so FUNNY
haha
he keep saying duh!
and keep niaoing me but that so cute
i asked if he loved us then he actually replied "hur hur my heart not so big"
hahas, so funny
and he thinks i am a smoke pot
hahas
so funny
i just cant stop laughing when i talk to him online
then then then cos my school now got exchange student from this very prestigious school from taiwan (kang qiao, i think )
all the students damn rich one lahs
chee guans buddys hse is 7 storeys high and he has a lift in his hse!
guppys buddys family owns 50% of the Japanese umbrella mkt (mayb tts why his hair look like umbrella too)
hahas and duh i took photo with them
wait till i get the photo then i post k
hahas
oh yes oh yes, i did
i self introed
then i asked the guy whether he was rich which is so kuku
but okok i did it lah
hahas
its ok, he wun rmb me de
i am of the few million ppl whom he met
but i guess i am the only one who asked him directly if he was rich
but HEY at least i am one step closer to my goal of marrying a rich guy ba
i guess, presume, assume, think ...
(if i ever can think)
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
how can i lose smth tt i nvr had
曾经拥有的一切,会不会一瞬间就消失不见
如果一切即将消失,那我们会不会就这样分离
若你愿意给我们两个一个机会,愿意让我用爱包容你脆弱的心, 一切又会怎样?
算了吧.
就这样吧,我们就这样维持原状,这样一直互相欺骗,互相隐瞒.
苦涩,委屈, 都比不上你默然的眼神.
如果一切即将消失,那我们会不会就这样分离
若你愿意给我们两个一个机会,愿意让我用爱包容你脆弱的心, 一切又会怎样?
算了吧.
就这样吧,我们就这样维持原状,这样一直互相欺骗,互相隐瞒.
苦涩,委屈, 都比不上你默然的眼神.
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