yujia is PISSED

sometimes i really wonder why there are selfish people on earth

one great example would be my BRO

anyways a classic example of SELFISHNESS

this scene is set in the NTUC near Tanjong Pagar MRT station
yujia:( takes a box of ice cream from the freezer)

brother: you cant take this

yujia: why leh? i like leh

brother: (snatches the ice cream away from yujia and dumps it somewhere ) i cant eat cos i got teeth pain

yujia: so? i can eat what. then i take this then you take something you like lah. you cant eat
(taking another box of icecream from the freezer)

brother: (snatches the ice cream away from yujia and dumps it somewhere AGAIN and giving that freaking disgusting look again) i cant eat means you cant eat

(and GIVES ME THE YOU ARE DAMN STUPID AND WRONG AND I AM SOOO MUCH MORE SUPERIOR look. DAMN HIM)



i so LOVE kids, except irritating and selfish freaks like my brother
and i dont wonder why. seriously
OH MOANNNNs~

and to my freaking brother:
please stop screaming at those athletes and saying they are lousy
NO MATTER HOW LOUSY THEY ARE THEY ARE GODS COMPARED TO YOU YOU FREAKO

freak you
and stop using that fulgy english of yours inapproporiately and crush your stupid ego
i am like older than you and know more than you
so stop pushing that k2 book in front of me and say i bet you dont know this and giving that superior look
what a freak

do this to the outside peeps and see how they treat you
OUTCAST? BEAT YOU UP?
com'on lah
your attitude sucks
how can you actually make friends? OH WHOA

and the most freaking disgusting thing about you is that you are so ego
and you are freaking timid
timid N ego
freak you.



whatever,
i have never beeen so pissed with anyone before
so you better reflect on yourself and think of how bad you are to make me so pissed off.
and
lastly,
you suck.

i am blogging again FINALLY

well after i received popular feedback from the ppl reading my blog
i decided to BLOG AGAIN
[applause here]

yupps
so hmm
days were borings these days
just mug and sleep and watch show and blah blah blah
the normal routine
so basically i felt that there was nothing to blog about
nothing funny
nothing amusing
= nothing worth blogging
then why blog?

hmm, then i realised blogs can be actually RANDOM and just talk crap
so TADA here i am blogging again

lala, end of grandmother story
hmm,
mental note: things to blog about
1. BMTC and the cute RATIONS guy
2. me growing a brain
3. blogs basically

okai, first on the list is BMTC and the RATIONS guy
actually BMTC is not as fun as i expected
hmm, basically we just walked around and looked at how army life is like
the bunks are good, clean and yar
just beside the fact that in real life the bunks would be really SMELLLYYY
with all the sweat and only powder baths



we saw the bunks, the obstacle course
the rations and camo was the best
the guy explaining the RATIONS was uber cute
he sounded like those promoters with the loud hailer outside supermarkets
keep promoting army food
and yar he is really cute

Hmm, the agnes trick!

ALL THE BELOW MENTIONED ARE MERELY FICTION STORIES MADE FOR DRAMATIC EFFECT

ANY SIMILIARITIES ARE TRULY CONICIDENTIAL

i totally detest the obstacle course guy lah
he keep talking about how they are gonna train the new army recruits to cross this HUGE obstacles and some people fear heights and some people fear balance and blah blah blah
come on lah
no need so arrogant right
if your guys cant complete this obs course
then IT IS YOUR FAULT
cos you didnt do your job well!

and please stop sommenting that you'll need however however much muscles and strength to come for BMTC
please ,
if all the guys are so fit, why would they even need you?!
you'll lose your freaking job
and do i look like i freaking care
and the worse thing is
oh gosh
i cant bring myself to say it
ohhhhhh mmmmyyyy goooooossssshh


long dramatic silence as yujia prepares for her emotional explanation







basically he was just commenting, note the word commenting,
on how the previous Dunmanian (best at chin ups) could only do 10 chin-upswhen the normal JC guys could do 20-30
(obviously FAKE, if a NORMAL jc student could do that, why need you?
whats worse is that the BMTC trainees in camp obviously cant even do one chinup
so why so proud of something your TRAINEES cant do and you can?
as a TRAINER you shld see pride in getting your TRAINEES to perform better than you,
w(here)th does your inidividual achievement stand in your integrity compared to your TRAINESS achievement?!
but thats out of the point sorry
no, that actually is a point
but just another point
hmm, yarrr)

so he carried on wondering if the best in this batch could do better
oh wow
and i dunno whats his name did 15 \under his tremendous pressure/
which i think personally is a good result
and HE GAVE THAT dead fish FACE
WHATEVER MAN ....


come on lah
your muscles are not even toned
my father has better looking muscles than you do!
and who cares if you can do 1000 chinups (not that you can!)
if your muscles dont look good
all the chinups you need to do is just the right amount to attract those pretty babe
no pretty babe in the right mind would stand and look at you do 1000 chinups (if its even possible)
UNDER THE HOT SUN and blah blah blah
she would probably have walked off while you are indulging in self affirmation
whatever


hmm looking solely at the length of this blog post
and the proportions
i think you can guess the impacts on me on both the 2 guys
so hmm
can i say i love the school more than i love shuai guys

hmm I THINK SO

okaies
i am uber tired now
so i shld continue the next 2 points tmr or whenever i feel like it

OKIES.
footnote to agnes, jolai, grace
I BLOGGED

ME! from online tests!

ALL ABOUT YUJIA
hmmm, is this true??!
got this site from jolai's blog and decided to try some! wonder if is true?

Your Hidden Talent

You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words. You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel. People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation. When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers.

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You

You are intense, powerful, and dramatic. People respect the things you do... And they're not sure if they could do them! You are down to earth and lovable. A true friend, you're very tolerant and understanding. In fact, your friends' biggest problem is that they don't like each other! You love to be in love. You crave romance, whether you're single or not. You feel lost when you don't feel passion... you need someone to adore.

The Chocolate Oracle

You're Definitely Not a Brainiac

Knock knock! Any brains in there? Seems to be pretty empty. You have a brain, obviously, but you don't really choose to use it. Yes, thinking is hard. But being an idiot is harder. Isn't it about time that you gave your noggin a little exercise? Read a book, do a puzzle, learn how say a few things in a foreign language. If you don't use it, you'll lose it. And at the rate you're going, you're going to lose it soon.

Are You a Brainiac?

hmm this looks true?!

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

whoa! haha!

Your Japanese Name Is...

Misaki Yamashina

What's" your Japanese Name?

Your Elf Name Is...

Baby Snow Bunny

What's" Your Elf Name?

What Yujia Means

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

You Are Chunky Monkey Ice Cream

Truthfully, you're too spazzy to be chunky - you cheeky monkey!

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

Your Birthdate: April 25

Calm and understated, you struggle to express your love with words. Over time, your partner learns to recognize your passion by the actions you take. You're good at wooing someone slowly, without them even realizing it! Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 2 You are most compatible with people born on the 7th, 16th, and 25th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

LEARNING FEST AND YOUTH DAY!

LEARNING FEST and YOUTH DAY!

although this is like super late to blog about this now
but i mean if i wanna blog about new things
i needa update what

so urmm start with LEARNING fest
hmm learning fest
was full of LEARNING?!
haha yupps

the first day is on interview skills
well its was the MBTI person,
i forgot her name BLEAH
and anyways it was fun lah
cos i super uber like her

hahaha
anyways then the interview trials were okays too
although i was supposedly scared
but if you wait as long as i did
i sure confirm plus stamp plus chop you will be bored one
so until me that time
i was not so scared lah

hmm, i think i didnt make a fool out of myself as usual
so GOOD JOB
haha

okays! the end to day 1 of learning fest/

THE NEXT DAY/;
well i missed personal grooming
i feel somewhat glad that i missed it
i mean i was told by more than 1 person
that the horrible bad example was a total replica of me
so i presume that if iwere theere the situation wld be soooo much worse
than just telling me/.

so yupps
then dining thing
SUPER TIRING
but it is a MUST HAVE for taitais
so i TRIED my USPER VERY best to LEARN
well it was hard
esp when i dont really know your partner
I MEAN PLEASE
cuimeng?
i dont mean anything bad
but my dream date is NOTHING close to him
the One WHO SLURPS everything down
and finishes his food before i finish half of mine
and then stares at you eat
I MEAN pleaseeeee



whatever/
i am SSOOOO speechless now


yupps
thats all i can say

then sports day
i mean everybody is blogging about it alr
so being lazy and stuff
and as the CLL homework goes: "人如猪"
i shall just skip it
BLEAH


and oh/ IDEALISE 08
hmmm
GOOD JOB LYON AND DORA
although it didnt turn out that gooddd
but i mean failure give birth to success mah
where got success give birth to failure one
so GOOD JOB
and next time will bw better one
when you organise it next time rmb to call me along
and i will witness the next carnival becoming a HUGE SUCCESSSSSSSSS

yupyup!
thats all about updating:)

Kbox and Herbalife!!

hmm,
actually i dont think i should blog about it
cos its like super stupid and dumb and whatever words you can use to describe stupidity

but to entertain myself
and all you guys who are reading my blog
and to WARN myself and refrain myself from doing it AGAIN
I SHALL BLOG ABOUT IT

so basically this thing happened at the CFC aar cum retreat
yups
so the campfire comm went to CINELEISURE kbox to sing
it was super fun
we made ADAM and ZHANHUI sing
so sad cheryl and jiamin couldnt come and join us ):

anyways then there was this freebie
ten promises to my dog ezlink sticker
both me and aishu wants the sticker
budden only got one
so OBVIOUSLY both of us fought for it lah
then me and aishu ran barefooted around kbox
and OBVIOUSLY everyone STARED
then aishu LOCKED me out of the room somemore
hmmmphhh..


anyways then sir daniel got another 2 more stickers lah
so FINALLY i got one too
then i was damn happy
HAHA.


thenn i did the most stupid and EMBARASSING
one can do at KBOX

okays, from the corner of my eye i saw a person walk inside this room
and i thought it was sir daniel
so i scareed aishu come and snatch the sticker from me mah
so i ran inside
and cos i duper happy mah
so i jumped on the sofa and started dancing

so i was jumping and dancing on the sofa when
SUDDENLY
i heard an angry "EXCUSE ME!!"
and i looked down
and i saw an unfamiliar facee
looking freaking angry


then i realised!
i entered the wrong roommmm!!!!!
i went into 71 instead of 72
AHHHHHHHH


so damn malu lah
then i just scream SORRY
and ran back to the RIGHT room SCREAMING!!!!!
and the whole CFC was laughing like mad
AT ME

AHHHH.
why sir daniel and aishu din stop me?!!!

ahhhhh
i wonder what those people in 71 think
having a CRAZY LADY BARGING INTO THEIR ROOM
AND START DANCING ON THE SOFA


OMG
ZOMG!
actually i always thought this kind of stupid things wld happen to me
like my life is such a JOKE
so i was always very careful on avoiding this kind of kuku things

AND IN THE END?!
well that proves 是福不是祸,是祸躲不过!
hiax!



anyways to the second part
anyways
i am like eating herbalife
which supposedly was supposed to help me lose weight
this is my first follow up
and so
GUESS WHAT
i slim down le ye~

YAY!!
but not in terms of weight
but in terms of INCHES
muahaha
so that means HERBALIFE helps
AND MR TAN, it really helps!!!
so your xperiement is getting a positive result for now!!
hahas
so duper wuper happy!!!


hahahaha!
yujia is happy now
and DONT CALL ME JIU KONG!
this is the last warning i am giving to all those who insist on calling me that!

yujia looks like???

anyways i guess all of you know that

yujia is the self proclaimed KOREAN lookalike
so i wont go into all the details of all the people saying i look KOREAN
cos there are too many anyways
if you count three as too many?!!

but anyways,

this week is a horrid week
first there are people commenting on how i look
RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME (see JOLAIS blog)
and now i have a new name attached to me
BESIDES HER!!

like please looking like HER is bad enough

WHAT ELSE can be WORSE!

like NOTHING!

and just when i thought nothing could be WORSE?!

there was one BLINDED soul
by the name of ANDREW Z

that commented that

PRETTY KOREAN LOOKALIKE YUJIA

looks like JIU KONG

just in case you dont know how

jiu kong looks like/

HE looks like this!

AND YUJIA LOOKS LIKE THIS??



good job ANDREW
for making YUJIA lose her last bit of IMAGE she has in her

lets do a good job cheer for ANDREW
G-O-O-D J-O-B, GOOD JOB GOOD JOB!!

OMG
yujia seriously NEEDS
DESPERATELY NEEDS
plastic surgery if she looks like HIM


some kind soul please
PLEASE have the kind heart
to tell yujia


TELL HER
that she doesnt look like THAT!!!
please!!!!!!

期待拥有

每个人都在期待，
期待爱，期待拥有。
期待温暖，期待保留。
但，命中注定会走的，一定会走
爱会流沙那样
当你紧握时反而越容易溜走。
而当你放他只有漂流时，他又会离你而去；
爱，曲折，离奇，
不可琢磨
但
越神秘的东西，人们越爱去探索。
爱，人；纠缠不清。


anyways, there was this sms that is going around the DUHS circle now
saying that some father got leukemia and needs AB+ platetets.
as a nice person, and a AB+ person
i was freaking glad that i could help
and i desperately tried to call that person, Caili??
and i SMSED everyone i know too
who knows, i might so SAVE A LIFE

BUT

HER PHONE IS CONSTANTLY OFFFFF
SO THAT LEAVES HER UNCONTACTABLE!

well then at first i thought she might be emoing
so i asked if she was okay, blah blah blah
that sounds so STUPID now

well then i went around asking about this thing
cos i thought i could at least help
but there are a lot of people saying that this may be a scam
like you call them then they can get your personal info that kinda shit

BUT there is like NO PROVE

so i thought:

until people prove to me that that is a scam,

i will still try to contact that person!

i mean they already got all the numbers and info that they need le

so it wont hurt

what if that guy really needs help?!!!

i think if it was a scam, it would be so MEAN
like i so sincerely want to help
and they actually make use of this to CHEAT PEOPLE?!
SO MEAN/

i would really be really really really really really really really really upset if it was all a scam
SERIOUSLY
it wld seriously make me question the world out there.
is it really this dark?
/

my blog is dead

i hereby announce the upcoming death of my blog due to my bust schedule
and just to finish things up i will summarise everything in a short para

OTC camp
is OVER!
OTC campfire
is SUCESSFUL
my cousin visiting singapore
after accompanying her around singapore playing for three days
she is leaving tmr
went SENTOSA with her
ITS FUN! surprisingly
watched KUNGFU PANDA
its funny
went SHOPPING
saw marcus

thats all

please keep yujia occupied

calling out to everyone
please keep yujia occupied
so she doesnt immerse herself in feelings of guilt
PLEASE

yujia feels so screwed

things are just crap for me now
i feel so screwed
so many things are happening at once that i dont knw how to solve them one by one

i did so many stupid things that i regret
i understand that i must take responsibilty for my actions
but i dont knw how to take up this kind of responsibility
SERIOUSLY
i knw i shld apologise
i knw i shld pay her back
but what else can i do to solve this shit i made

i understand the consequences of my actions
to my life, her life, her squad, other squads, senior cohort, my corps
but the way i do things is also after deep consideration
i did do things to try to solve the problem
I DID MY UTMOST BEST

i was so freaked out
if not for my squadmates i would have just cried and cried and cried
til my tears sun dry
not that i didnt cry

i was wondering if leaving was the best solution
leaving something i like so much
something so close to my heart
just to make up for this mistake
i thought of it
put my deepest thought in it
i ran through my life without it
maybe a freer life
but with less meaning maybe

i came into it thinking i will last
but now, i am the first to go
such irony

but after much thought
i decided that maybe it was the best solution

now what i need is a person to talk to
a person to share my woes
and to tell me what is the right thing to do
please dont ask me to think for myself
i have no brains
dont ask me to do that
PLEASE


just talk to me
listen to me
tell me what to do now


yujia wants to hide
but she knws she cant escape guilt and responsiblity


so yujia wants redemption
please god, tell her what to do