Monday, November 26, 2007

LOOKING BACK


treasure your past, live the present, look forward to your future./

PASSING OUT PARADE 2007.
on that day i left St John, i passed a major milestone in my life
from there, i no longer have tons of admin to do
from there, i no longer have trainings to plan, cadets to see
from there, i no longer have excuses to see my squadmates everyday
from there, i am ALONE
i guess we will meet up but it will never be the same again.
i believe Standard 4'07 will go far together, but there is always an end
i dare not think about the end, i just wanna enjoy the present
but i fear the end will be coming soon

i just wanna write it down before the feeling goes.

no matter what i do, for st john, for anything
i feel squadish, OBFAish
i feel the support, the care
that is what pulls me through
i fear not even the darkest of the darkest hours with you all by my side
just remembering i have 21 shoulders i can cry on
i can pull through. REALLY
THIS IS HOW MUCH YOU ALL MEAN TO ME.

i may not show my emotions correctly but i know you care
and i care too