yujia looks like???

anyways i guess all of you know that

yujia is the self proclaimed KOREAN lookalike
so i wont go into all the details of all the people saying i look KOREAN
cos there are too many anyways
if you count three as too many?!!

but anyways,

this week is a horrid week
first there are people commenting on how i look
RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME (see JOLAIS blog)
and now i have a new name attached to me
BESIDES HER!!

like please looking like HER is bad enough

WHAT ELSE can be WORSE!

like NOTHING!

and just when i thought nothing could be WORSE?!

there was one BLINDED soul
by the name of ANDREW Z

that commented that

PRETTY KOREAN LOOKALIKE YUJIA

looks like JIU KONG

just in case you dont know how

jiu kong looks like/

HE looks like this!

AND YUJIA LOOKS LIKE THIS??



good job ANDREW
for making YUJIA lose her last bit of IMAGE she has in her

lets do a good job cheer for ANDREW
G-O-O-D J-O-B, GOOD JOB GOOD JOB!!

OMG
yujia seriously NEEDS
DESPERATELY NEEDS
plastic surgery if she looks like HIM


some kind soul please
PLEASE have the kind heart
to tell yujia


TELL HER
that she doesnt look like THAT!!!
please!!!!!!

期待拥有

每个人都在期待，
期待爱，期待拥有。
期待温暖，期待保留。
但，命中注定会走的，一定会走
爱会流沙那样
当你紧握时反而越容易溜走。
而当你放他只有漂流时，他又会离你而去；
爱，曲折，离奇，
不可琢磨
但
越神秘的东西，人们越爱去探索。
爱，人；纠缠不清。


anyways, there was this sms that is going around the DUHS circle now
saying that some father got leukemia and needs AB+ platetets.
as a nice person, and a AB+ person
i was freaking glad that i could help
and i desperately tried to call that person, Caili??
and i SMSED everyone i know too
who knows, i might so SAVE A LIFE

BUT

HER PHONE IS CONSTANTLY OFFFFF
SO THAT LEAVES HER UNCONTACTABLE!

well then at first i thought she might be emoing
so i asked if she was okay, blah blah blah
that sounds so STUPID now

well then i went around asking about this thing
cos i thought i could at least help
but there are a lot of people saying that this may be a scam
like you call them then they can get your personal info that kinda shit

BUT there is like NO PROVE

so i thought:

until people prove to me that that is a scam,

i will still try to contact that person!

i mean they already got all the numbers and info that they need le

so it wont hurt

what if that guy really needs help?!!!

i think if it was a scam, it would be so MEAN
like i so sincerely want to help
and they actually make use of this to CHEAT PEOPLE?!
SO MEAN/

i would really be really really really really really really really really upset if it was all a scam
SERIOUSLY
it wld seriously make me question the world out there.
is it really this dark?
/

my blog is dead

i hereby announce the upcoming death of my blog due to my bust schedule
and just to finish things up i will summarise everything in a short para

OTC camp
is OVER!
OTC campfire
is SUCESSFUL
my cousin visiting singapore
after accompanying her around singapore playing for three days
she is leaving tmr
went SENTOSA with her
ITS FUN! surprisingly
watched KUNGFU PANDA
its funny
went SHOPPING
saw marcus

thats all

please keep yujia occupied

calling out to everyone
please keep yujia occupied
so she doesnt immerse herself in feelings of guilt
PLEASE

yujia feels so screwed

things are just crap for me now
i feel so screwed
so many things are happening at once that i dont knw how to solve them one by one

i did so many stupid things that i regret
i understand that i must take responsibilty for my actions
but i dont knw how to take up this kind of responsibility
SERIOUSLY
i knw i shld apologise
i knw i shld pay her back
but what else can i do to solve this shit i made

i understand the consequences of my actions
to my life, her life, her squad, other squads, senior cohort, my corps
but the way i do things is also after deep consideration
i did do things to try to solve the problem
I DID MY UTMOST BEST

i was so freaked out
if not for my squadmates i would have just cried and cried and cried
til my tears sun dry
not that i didnt cry

i was wondering if leaving was the best solution
leaving something i like so much
something so close to my heart
just to make up for this mistake
i thought of it
put my deepest thought in it
i ran through my life without it
maybe a freer life
but with less meaning maybe

i came into it thinking i will last
but now, i am the first to go
such irony

but after much thought
i decided that maybe it was the best solution

now what i need is a person to talk to
a person to share my woes
and to tell me what is the right thing to do
please dont ask me to think for myself
i have no brains
dont ask me to do that
PLEASE


just talk to me
listen to me
tell me what to do now


yujia wants to hide
but she knws she cant escape guilt and responsiblity


so yujia wants redemption
please god, tell her what to do