If I were a lil more horizontal and more NATURAL (EDITEED)

i hate judgement
although personal i am sinful of harsh words and (usually bad) judgement as well
and similiarly, i am and will always be the object of judgement

although my mama says one need not care about what others think about you,
and just need to know that your loved ones are always there for you and stuff;
but thats so not the reality

people are social animals
we need to find acceptance and a place to hold out hearts
and people who are not accepted usually hide out in their own private lil holes
or cover their true self up and hide behind a mask to be accepted
or simply do gross stuff to find acceptance (i am sure you know some ppl, i do knw a few :( )
and more often than not
hurting others, including those who really care (not me!I AM TOO CUTE TO DO THAT), along the way


acceptance of one's true self seems hard in the world now
especially when i am so naturally cute!!! people just dont understand me now
everyday we are looking at false masks that people put on just to gain acceptance
but why

why cant you look into your inner self and find out who you are
why cant your true self be accepted/
my own cute and natural self
people are all different in their own unique way

but in a world of conformity and uniformity
unique is just not the "in" word
what happened to all the avant garde
all the shocking and most raw side of human personality and individuality
like the natural cuteness in me

i want to be accepted
but i am not willing to give up my true self for it
so i guess i have to mixed around with people who understand my natural cuteness and my princessly antics?!

so those who accept me and love me, i shall always love you back
fo those others too bad.
you all are just jealous

and ohh, before i forget, i am NOT LIKE YUJIA
I AM NATURAL


ps. DEDICATED TO LOVELY [(dum)B]OBO